Rose X Kohring

Mixed feelings

Keith's pov

I watched as Albin got in his car. I could sense something was wrong, I could tell by his forced smile. Was it because of me? His wife must have been worried, maybe I shouldn't have made him stay out so late.

I trudged to my car and couldn't help but feel guilty. His smile every time he smiled I can't help but to feel all fluffy inside. Uggh stop what are you thinking. Suddenly I tasted salt, tears were streaming down my face why why why why why out of all the people it's him. Hell I just met this guy and yet I have these feelings toward him. You know what, I just have to move these feelings aside.

I started on the road. "I'm disgusting utterly disgusting" I muttered to myself. "I have a wife and a child to take care of I don't have time for this".

Soon I was home I opened the door to see my daughter melody and my wife miranda sitting on the couch watching super natural."Daddy your home" I hugged her in a warm embrace. I turned to miranda and have her a kiss on her forehead "where have you been? You said that you were going to be late but you didn't tell me where you were".

" I was at work" I lied. I didnt feel like explaining.

"I was worried sick. All you texted me was you were going to be late. You could of at least told me where you were. You know How stressed I was" she hissed so melody couldn't hear.

"Well sooorry, don't you think I'm stressed to" I hissed back. I walked passed her and went upstairs to my office tuning her out bitch.

I sat in my chair putting my head in my hands Albin that was the first thing that came to mind. What are these feelings? Could it be. NO IT COULDN'T. Well maybe it could. I Don't know.

I got up from my chair and walked down stairs to see miranda crying. I didnt see melody she was probably in her room. I walked over to miranda and couldn't help but feel bad. I wrapped her in a warm embrace putting my arms around her waist, she stopped crying.

"I'm sorry I was just stressed an-"

"Its alright I shouldn't have been so harsh".

"Well do you want do go to sleep it's pretty late" I picked her up bridal style and headed towards our room.

Albin's pov

I woke up with the Sun in my face I turned to see Claire beside me. I got up swiftly making sure not to wake her. I looked at my phone 3:45 am ugh it's still early I went down stairs to see My son Sam sleeping soundly on the couch. I picked him up and laid him down on his bed.

I went into the kitchen to fix myself some coffee. After the coffee was done brewing I poured myself a big cup and sat at the dining room table reveling the events from last night.

Flash back last night

"Don't talk to me"

"But honey"

"Don't call me that" she said coldly

"Claire can't you trust me. I swear I wasn't doing anything"

"Anything my ass Albin. First you cancel our date with out telling consulting me second you come home at 11:56. Sam was asking where you were. All I could say was that you were out".

"GODDAMMIT CLAIRE! I SAID IT ONCE AND I'LL SAY IT A MILLION TIMES I WAS OUT WITH A FRIEND! I'M SORRY I FORGOT ABOUT OUR DATE I LOST TRACK OF TIME"

I was enraged. Suddenly Claire dropped to the floor her head in her hands and started sobbing. Maybe I was alittle too harsh. I bent down on my knees to face her

"I'm so sorry for my sudden outburst honey" I whispered sweetly in her ear.

"No it's my fault I should have trusted you" she said in a barely audible whisper.

"Its alright lets get some sleep" I heped her up and wiped the years off her face.

End of flash back

Ugh love is so complicated. Suddenly my mind drifted over to Keith. Oh how I wanted to see his bright smiling face. What am I thinking the more I thought about him the faster my heart started beating it felt like my heart was going to burst. What is this feeling? How come I only felt this was towards him? I never got this feeling from my wife, it was a warm and fuzzy sort of feeling. I clutched my heart felling it beating at a fortissimo.

My heart started to ache realising I'll never be able to love and be with him. Why can't I get you out of my head?

I got up from the table and went to take a shower. I grabbed a towel and waited for the water to be warm. Soon I stepped in the shower letting the water run down my face, washing my troubles away. Keith, why you? Suddenly tears were streaming down my face mixing with the water coming from the shower. I'm so disgusting. I have a wife but all I can think about is him. I love Claire but I feel something even stronger when I'm with keith. I doubt if Keith feels the same way, he's probably disgusted by people like me. No matter how hard I push my feelings away they keep on coming back. There is No use in lying to myself.

I took a deep breath "I love Keith" I quickly put my hand over my mouth. I can't believe I said that.

I turned off the water and got out of the shower and started getting dress. I put on a fannel and dress pants I went back in my room to see Claire still sleeping soundly. I grabbed my phone and got a tie out of my closet. I looked at the time 7:15 I better be heading to work. At least I get to see Keith.

Me: finally you realized your love for each other.

Albin: Why does Keith have to be so Damn cute *blushing*

Me: Aww Mr Rose is blushing.

Keith: *walks over to Albin and gives him a kiss on the cheek*

Me: the feels are getting real *fangirling*

Keith: I did it just for the fangirls.*wiggles eyebrows seductively*.

Me: #creepy, anyway readers you know what to do.

Rose:*still blushing from the kiss* vote

Keith: and comment.