I have created my own world in my head.
Spinning thoughts of despair lie outside in the real world.
My world is fun, random, exciting, full on non-sense.
Like Alice's Wonderland.
Whatever I would like it to be, no matter how weird it may seem.
Creating a never ending world of imagination.
I pretend to not see anything terrible, I only pay attention to the good things.
Is this a real smile, or fake?
I forgotten how to tell along the way.
I wear a mask with a grin plastered in the front.
I didn't notice until not long ago, that everyone else is, too, wearing a mask.
One pair,
Two pair,
No, Full House
Ah, you pulled the Joker from the deck.
Oh wait that was me.
A perfect crime is being committed everyday
The only one's to blame is ourselves for not seeing who committed it sooner.
That is why I have locked myself away in this land of fantasy.
I could no longer take the weight of the real world,
I wanted to be rid of it.
"Come here to where the Devil is, there is no God for you to reach out to, so crawl and beg for your soul to Me."
Real Personality?
Real Instinct?
Is this Real?
I lost myself long ago.
I forgot how to get it back.
