Wants of the Heart

Chapter 5 Back Again

Well this is getting kinda boring and i have another story i have been writing way before i got on here so i might upload that one as well and still do this one....but anyway moving on to the story.

My dad had died two years earlier he said and My mama's boyfriend was just living off us so when I turned 13 I knew something had to be done cause my mom being a single mother was hard on her. So Asia's cousin and I where cool we used to always hang out and when I didn't get much for my birthday and my mom felt so bad about it I knew I had to go see him. I went to him and asked him about his influence in the game and he agreed on getting me in.

So I started slanging and helping my mom out a litte. I knew I had to keep it from her but she eventually found out so she told me to stop or get out and I just couldn't stop so she put me out I had no where to go so Prod's mom helped me out then i just kept getting in trouble so she end up putting me out and sent me back to my mom. Then when we where about 14 me Prod Ray and Roc got caught up in a drop that didn't work out so well and we ended up going to juvi for about 6 months and we couldn't stay away from the streets so we went back for about a year. We couldn't afford to keep going back so we decided to chill for a while then when shit got rough again that's what we went back to and if we get caught again we going down hard. I just can't let that happen. And yes me and Keisha had a thing going on but I swear I told her i couldn't when I started talking to you.

"You could've told me Prince but i just can't go through this again. My older brother was almost killed and my mom left my dad cause he act like he just couldn't get away from it. He's good now i think but he missed out. And you are to I'm tired of dealing with this in every relationship I'm in so I guess this was short lived but I'm not doing this again."

I felt so bad about doing it but i had to I couldn't keep repeating the same pattern.

"Please I promise I will stop it will take some time but I love you and i always have ever since you bumped into me our 9th grade year." Prince pleaded

"ok ill wait but don't get me hurt or my mom because when i get fucked with there's no telling what i can do." I warned

"I love you baby" he whispered

"I love you too"

He came and jumped on my bed and we cuddled laughing and talking about everything.

" So baby girl when will I meet the man behind this masterpiece I call my girlfriend?" He teased

"I guess when you die" I joked

"I'm talking about your dad." He laughed pushing me playfully.

"Oh...umm...well.. Lets not talk about that anymore" I stuttered

"Why not don't start out hiding stuff already.

"I'm not I just don't want to talk about him."

"Fine be like that"

Ugh whatever I'll be back, I sighed.

I walked outside to clear my head when I heard something around the back. I walked around the house to check and make sure everything was fine. I took a deep breath and walked back to the front of the house where I saw Princeton waiting for me.

I saw him scan the yard before he grabbed me by my shoulders and kissed my forehead.

"Babe please don't look like that" he whispered in my ear.

"I know ok you have to go it's ok you can leave". I said walking away

"Baby girl come here". he pleaded

"Nah you should go". I said reassuring him

"I'm going to find a way out ok bae, lock the door and close your bedroom window. I'll be back before it gets too late." he kissed my forehead, then my nose, then my lips.