Love

I love you baby (sammy)

Hi there's....Look babe, Surprise!!! ;}
It's me ..Look first of all, I want to say that I love you babe, I love you more than anything..looks..People who are against true love because of any flipping flicking reason, you can go shove a can up your...Flipping ear and leave your mouth shut, because if there is something any normal human being can understand and feel, are emotions.
The emotions between me and boyfriend are just pure love..and nothing else..Just happiness and respect..That's it and a bunch of other nice things..Qualities of a true gentleman...Things only he has, And I wouldn't change them for anything, imperfection or perfection, He is a wonderful mate. Every word, Every loving look, it does not feel wrong or lustful, It's far from that
My heart feels like it's going to pop.
Every time I kiss you
Every time I look into your eyes.
The way you express your love
But most of all, the feeling that every word you say , has the honest pure lovely feeling, I thought only existed in fairytales ,Literally no words can explain how much I really love you.
Maybe I can't express it the way you do
I just try to be tough and not get misty eyed every time I think and thank god for having you in my life
For staying like a faithful puppy
Even after months and months
Of heart breaks and insults
in the far side of my heart...I never really realized...How close to breaking down my walls you were ..
Now..At the end of the struggle to stay on you're feet after having to watch the one you love with the most purest loving eyes fall and shatter so many times, after you watched her ignore you and push you away, insult and hurt you endlessly.
Now... I can say Every single day, I spent suffering inside my head , Every single day, I didn't want to wake up another day , even if everything was perfect.
Every single day, I had endless crying spells for no reason..every insult and slur directed at me, and every time,I was dragged down by everyone I trusted
I also learned that..
Every day, I spent outside alone, wanting to shut the world out
Spray painting the walls
Writing down death wishes
Crying my eyes out
Being tormented by my Unhappiness...Even if there wasn't no reason for my unhappiness..It was always there..
Every single day..
I mentally drove myself crazy insane
I never thought of staying here
I just wanted to go
Years of torment
Every single scar
Every single burn
Every tear drop
Every bloody nose
Every freaking insult
Every tormenting moment of misery
Every single day
I hurt myself...even more..
Every freakin day and night of restless nightmares ..
Was worth every painful moment ..
Now.. I realize that it was all really worth it..

Hey babe since the you write this I been reading it everyday when I'm thinking of you I just get on and read and read your story's mine and this one I love you so much with all my heart I would do anything for you I would give my life I'm glad to have you in my life you mean the world babe I love you so much I'm full of happiness because of you and babe  I love you just look at the ring on your hand and look up at me and small because we be together forever last night on way home you lay your head and look at me and said I love you more then anything your the one I wanna spend my life with and babe I do as well I love you mi amor muahh now where's that beautiful smile of yours and hey my beautiful little wittle princess come here and hug me I love you no matter what me and you till end of time and by the way you   Look beautiful and amazing wearing what I got you got Christmas look so cute and Adorable my princess