visits ' s.m.

5.

July 20, 2015
6:48 pm
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I sat in the car while do you remember by Jarryd James started to play. I started to hum along while Mercedes drove not saying a word.

"So exactly what makes this bonfire so special we had to drive forty five minutes to get there" I asked her finally.

" everyone from school will be here and you needed to get out of your house plus that cutie Taylor you used to like will be there and ya you guys might hit it off" shrugging she turned a corner almost crashing into a car. "OH COME ON DUMBASS GET OFF YOUR PHONE" she yelled.

"Well I mean i'm not really ready for dating" I replied to her pushing a piece of hair behind my ear.

"I said nothing about dating, I know of course your not ready for dating just maybe you could start talking" she said with a small sentimental smile.

"Ok I'll try to talk to him but i'm pretty sure he'll stay away, remember I'm just the freak with the dead boyfriend"

I could feel the familiar stinging of water threatening to pour out any second. Instead I took a deep breath and held them back and looked out the window.

We arrived at the lake and you could already see the teens making out and drinking.

Literally its only seven o'clock and people are already doing the dirty upstairs. Mercedes stepped out of the car and I followed her actions and stepped onto the grass.

I sighed as the smell of weed rushed throughout my nose. I scrunched my nose at the odor.

"Why did you drag me her Mercedes ugh" I asked as we walked closer to the entrance.

"You needed to go out you haven't gone to a party since that night, and no your four year old cousins birthday party doesn't count." She replied as we walked into the party.

Its not dark out yet and this is really lame who has a party at seven. I was seated on the black leather couch and soon was joined by a couple who were having an intensive makeout session.

I rolled my eyes at the action and lifted my self off of the couch and walked into a hallway. I made my way into a room at the end of the hallway. I walked in there and slid my back down the door rubbing my temples.

"Hey why are you in my room" a voice said stepping towards me.

"Um I-I'm just t-trying to get away f-from the party s-sorry."