I'm tired of pretending to be normal.
I'm tired of pretending to be okay.
I'm tired of failing and acting like it doesn't bother me.
I'm tired of putting on a mask so people won't see how broken I am.
I'm tired of hating myself.
I'm tired of a world where children are murdered and innocent people massacred.
I'm just so tired.
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If you can't already tell by the depressing picture up above, I'm not doing too well.
I'm doing the worst I've ever done in school in my entire life when I'm trying my hardest.
I get anxious and scared for no apparent reason, so much so that I start crying and my stomach hurts non-stop.
My parents tell me to focus and manage my time better, but I just can't seem to do it.
I can't stop hating myself.
Bad things keep happening left and right and I can't make them stop.
I can't keep doing this. It's destroying me. Something needs to change but I don't know how.
~Reaper
