We were standing outside, in front of Pablo's apartment.
- Take of yourself, okay? - He asked.
- You too. - I said with tears in my eyes. I hugged him one last time, holding him as close to me as possible, never wantig the moment ending.
- See ya later, sexy. - He said. I laughed as I remembered this was what he said, when we first met. We were only stupid kids back then.
- Surely, Mr Badboy. - I answered. He let go, squeezing my hand one last time, then getting into the cab, and he was all gone. I stood there for long minutes, looking after the car, waiting if it was all just a nightmare, and he was coming back to me. But he never showed up again.
I walked home, thinking about all the times we've talked or met.
I searched for my keys, then entered the house. German was sitting on the couch. I put down my bag and my coat and sat next to him, leaning my head to his shoulder. He didn't say a world, just hugged me to himself. That's when my tears started to escape. I felt like they would never stop. He saw how unhappy I was, so he lift me up, sitting me on his lap, and still letting me cry on his shoulder. I heard the door opening, but I didn't wanted to look there. I felt as he shook his head, then the quiete steps on the stairs. He kissed my forehead.
- He's gone. - I finally spoke up.
- I know. But we are here for you no matter what. - He gently stroked my cheek, making me touching his hand.
- Thank you. - I said. He pulled me closer to him.
- Always. - He smiled. - Do you want to watch a movie?
- Yeah, sure. - He put me down, stood up, and came back with a blancket and a DvD in his hands. He sat down again, we cuddled up, put the blancket on us, and started the film. I wasn't paying any attention, but I can tell that he wasn't either. I was deeply in my thoughts, I didn't even realised that soon, he was assleep.
I kissed his cheek, stood up, and stopped the movie, as I didn't really care about it. I made a tea and sat back next to German. I heard footsteps from behind, so I turned around to see Vilu.
- Hey. - I forced a smile on my face.
- Hey. How are you doing? - She sat next to me.
- I'm fine. - She raised her eyebrow. - Really. I am. - I forced a belivable smile again. She seemed to trust in me, she didn't ask anything else.
She hugged me, saying that she's here for me too.
- I love you. - I said fighting with my tears again.
- Love you too. - The doorbell rang.
- I'll get it. - I said. I got up, and opened it.
- Hello, Angie. Long time, no see. - Said an unforgettable voice.
- What can I do for you, Jade? - I asked with a smile.
- I need to talk to you. - She grabbed my arm, and pulled me outside. - German loves me! - I laughed unbelively.
- Sure he does.
- Yes, he does. He loves me. And I will proof it! - She stormed off. I took a big breath and walked back. I didn't mean it, but I shot the door behind me, making German wake up.
- What happend? - He asked with a sleepy tone.
- I've gotta go. - Vilu said and ran upstairs.
- Jade... Sorry for waking you up, I didn't mean it... - I sat beside him, he pulled me closer, making me smile, and he kissed my forehead.
- What happend, Angie? - It made my heart melt as he called my name.
- She told me she's gonna proof it that you...- I gulped. - Love her... - He smiled a little.
- I'll tell you what. If she or Esmeralda comes over one more time, I'm going to call the police. But on the other hand, I only love you... - He lifted my hand up, and put it on his chest. - Feel this? - His heartbeating was so fast - This only happends when I'm around You. Because I only love You. - I smiled tiredly.
- I know. But this was a really wrong time for an other...challenge from life. That's it. - He hugged me to himself. I felt as tears escaped from my eyes again. I broke us apart, cleaning my face up. - But it's fine. Everything's fine. - I put on a fake smile again, stood up, and went to the kitchen. I made a tea while thinking about what I really want.
- Can I do anything? And I really mean anything? - He stood behind me.
- He is the person who was always there for me! He is the one who was always helped me out, who I could always count on! And he is in a bad shape for only one time and I can do nothing! - Tears escaped again, as I shouthed. - And I know that I... - He stopped me by coming closer and grabing my hands.
- It's not your fault. Yes, it's sucks, I know how you feel. I know how much you care about him, but you can't help him. Not in this. He went away, because he needed space, now he has it. Call him. Text him. Email him. You can talk to him as much as you want you just can't be there with him. But I am here for you. For both of you. We can work this out... - I didn't let him say an other word, I hugged him. He rested his arm around my hip.
- I love you. - I whispered into his ear. I know I can always count on him, this wasn't even a question. I just... I don't know what will I do without Pablo. He pulled me closer, kissing my forehead. I burried my face into his shouler.
- Tell me what can I do to make you happy.
- You already made me happy. - I pulled away a little so I could look him into the eye. - I'm gonna be fine. I just need some time. That's all. -
- I belive you. I really do, but I'm worried about you. - He pushed his forehead against mine. He found my ring, and started to play with it, which made me smile. - Well, I guess, I found my way to see that stuning smile. - I blushed as he said that. He leaned in, waiting for my respond. I remember thinking how happy he can make me. I pressed my lips to his, and moved my arms around his neck.
I didn't care how sad I was. The only thing that mattered was standing in front of me.
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Germangie ~ Story of true love 2
FanfictionSequel to Germangie - Story of the true love.