Academy of love (ZicoxUkwon)

I'm leaving

Yukwon's POV:

It's been a week since I heard Jiho say we were 'just playing around', I'm now in my bed still with my door locked, I only come out of my room once in a while for food and something to drink but most of the time I'm in my room. Our manager came often discussing everything with us and then I would also be there and our debut concert was planned on the seventh of July, it's still two months away so our manager said we shouldn't get worried about getting things done since we had enough time... But honestly... I don't feel like continuing like this...

A soft knock in the door snapped me out of my thoughts and I looked up at the door "who is it?" I asked softly "it's me, Minhyuk" he said "could you please open the door we need to talk" I sighed and slowly unlocked the door "come in" I mumbled and sat down on my bed again, Minhyuk closed the door and sat down on Jiho's bed so he could look me in the eyes but I only looked at the ground since j didn't feel like making eye contact.
"Yukwon what's wrong?" Minhyuk asked "nothing..." I mumbled still not making eye contact "don't say that Yukwon, I know you longer then anyone else's here so I know there's something wrong" he sounded slightly annoyed and worried, I looked up at him a little before sighing again "okay yeah there's something wrong but I don't wanna talk about it" I laid down on my bed and turned my back to him "okay, I get it but if you ever feel like talking then come to me" he said and walked out of the room and closed the door behind him. I bit my lip and tried to hold back my tears when I remember what Jiho said a week ago... Damn it why can't I get over it!
I immidiatly wiped my tears away when I heard the door open and nearly sprung up "finally I can get back into my room" Jiho said and sounded slightly annoyed "why didn't you let me in the room" he closed the door, I ignored his question and laid down again "why are you ignoring me? Why are you ignoring your boyfriend?" He asked which made me sigh deeply "I thought we were just playing around" I said while I didn't want to make any eye contact "wait? You heard that? But no you got me wrong, I didn't want Kyung to know about it" he said.

He's just making up am excuse a voice in my head said.

"Jiho please get out of the room, stay with the person you've been staying the whole time because I need some time alone" I slowly stood up and looked at Jiho with an angry and sad expression "what?! No! You can't tell me what to do" Jiho protested but it was already to late since I had pushed him out of our room and then shut the door with a big bang.

A week since my fight with Jiho and ever since then we haven't talked much with each other. Today we had a meeting with our manager to ask how things were going so I was sitting on the cough waiting for our manager to arrive, suddenly I felt someone sitting next to me and looked up from my phone seeing it's Kyung "hey" I mumbled "hey..." He said, clearly he sounded angry with me for some reason. But why? "it's all your fault" he said like he could read my mind "what?" I asked because I'm seriously confused "it's your fault that Jiho can't think of a song anymore! And thanks to that we might not have enough songs for our debut concert!" He yelled and the rest of the group instead of Jiho "what's going on?" Taeil asked "what's going on is that this guy here is going to ruin our debut concert!" Kyung pointed at me "what? Why would Yukwon do something like that?" Minhyuk asked "ask him not me" Kyung glared at me "I don't know what I did!" I said and stood up, just at that moment our manager walked in and I sighed deeply "you know what... This is taking to much from me" I walked over to my room "Yukwon what are you gonna do?" Our manager asked "I'm packing my stuff and I'm leaving" I walked into my room and close the door, I grabbed my suitcases and packed all my stuff softly sighing.
Once I finished I lifted the small cat up "wanna come with me?" I asked softly once he small cat made a soft mew, I walked out of the room and placed the little cat on the ground "Yukwon you can't seriously mean this" Jihoon looked at me "I made my decision and I'm not planning on changing that" I stepped out of the dorm and called a taxi which brought me home.

It's been a few weeks since I left block b but none of them had tried to convince me to come back, well not that I care honestly... They all only cared for that stupid debut and not about other people their feelings... I was home alone when I suddenly heard a knock on the door, I slowly walked over to the door to open it and slightly widened my eyes when I saw Taeil, Jihoon, Jeahyo, Minhyuk, Kyung and Jiho. My impulse made me immidiatly shut the door again, I heard them knock a few times but I ignored it and kept walking back to my room, I can't face them anymore... At least not now. I sighed once I laid on my bed, I suddenly heard footsteps and sat up once I saw the six of them "how did you-" I wanted to say "the key still lays on the same place" Minhyu said holding out the key then threw it to me