Songfics Of My Own

Kris Wu Yi Fan

A/N: For all the Exo Lovers outside, who misses Kris like i do, enjoy, respect him for once....

They were enjoying their last episode in Exo showtime, proudly presenting their performances and playing their part well, the twelve members of a grouped called Exo , seperated into two groups in it , Exo K and Exo M.His mind was full of problems and he was tired and fustrated. he sat on the sofa with all the members , barely paying any attention to the show. He is the leader of Exo M ....

as the time flies by , Suho , the official leader of Exo K spoke up "While filming this show up to episode eleven , there is something that i feel uncomfortable about." This caught the members attentions , even Kris himself, "What is it?" a member asked. Now every eyes are on Suho , he continued his statement ,"The thing i'm uncomfortable about is , when all of us went to the beach and i entered the water . I felt very good." he said while looking at the members. Kris was also paying some attention in this too. "Because i did it as Exo's leader" he aruptly stood up , he turned his eyes on Xiumin , the oldest member in Exo ,"Xiumin , do you know now?" The hyung nodded in excitement and agreed his statement.

"I went into the water as Exo's leader. But i am Exo K's leader . I hoped that ExoM's leader too ... Kris-"  

He was clearly angry and sad , he couldn't take it and said coldly "I was a leader too?"

 with all the members focused on him , Exo K's cracked up a bit , Luhan forced a laugh trying desperately to lower down the tension inside the room, afraid if it might make a brother's conflict between them. Lay tensed up, feeling weird "Why did he said that? Is something going on his mind?" he thought to himself. Chen and Xiumin too, was expressionless and worried about their ExoM's leader. Then at the same time , all of the ExoM's member including Tao had a same thought 

" He wouldn't do that right..." 

As the show ended , they went back to their dorms. Kris feeling a bit tired plopped down next to Yixing , he closed his eyes and tried to sleep , but to no avail , he opened them back up again... "Gege Kris... you okay there?" Lay asked him. He wanted to tell him the truth , he wanted to hug him and cry.

"Call me Yifan , im tired" with that , he tossed beside and slept... 

Luhan and Tao were sad and decided to plan a party for Kris, they called out Chen , Xiumin and Lay to make him happy. Lay looked like he cried all day. But , when all the Exo members gathered together , they were out of spirit ... and a member from Exo was gone...

 What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

The night before he left , Tao pushed him and argued in the practice room, "Ge! Why would you do this! i knew that when you sai-" "Yeah! was i a leader?! was i even a leader worth respect?! Did i do anything to contribute to this group! My role is useless! Just go back Zitao! You're going to lea-" Tao cried even harder and all the ExoM's member barged inside the room. One of ExoK's member , Baekhyun too , arrived in time for the commotion.

 What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright...

Luhan was trying to hold back his tears , he walked towards the tall leader, "You better explain! Kris!" the leader had enough "i'm not him anymore..." he walked away and Xiumin hugged him from behind , Kris could feel his tears wet his shirt "Kris Hyung ... whatever your reason is ... we are sorry for not treating you well enough... so just listen... i'm so happy because i get to meet you in the first place" Baekhyun hels yifan's hand in his "Is it because of SMent? I will get Suho and and solve this petty problem... it's alright , you don't have to do this..."

 My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind  

Lay was the last to speak "I'm sorry Kris ... I told them, i suspected that something was going to happen when you said those words last night" he looked straight in Kris's eyes , he felt sad too , he dosen't want to leave them alone...

  'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh  

He left them without further explanations... he was going through depression on the way back to China, he will be thinking about the happy smiles of victory on their faces whenever they won or did something stupid or funny. He was taking off at early 3am

  How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

As soon as he went back , the negativity of his news and Exo claiming that he betrayed them flooded the media , he was calm and collected in front of interviews but all of that was just an act. He was getting paranoid and cold everyday passes.

 My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

  He misses the Exo members and the moments of them being together, But he had no choice , he knew he had no choice , nobody Really knows his reasons or why he left. He was continuing his carrer as a solo artist and an actor , but none of it make him feel peace inside...

  'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

He went to his galaxy and saw Trillions and Trillions of bright young stars, he looks after us , he prays for everyone and wishes the best for Us , he did not gave up on us and Exo , there are twelve brightest stars in his eyes....

Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh oh

He saw a star among the twelve started to fade and became all of galaxy , it shone brightly and he will always be watching for us...