My Story!

Again?

a few weeks later me and Ronnie were a perfect couple, well to us we were the perfect couple to others we were just another emo couple who cut them selves to feel pain. Anyone who thinks that about emo's are really wrong about us we don't cut ourselves to feel pain we cut ourselves because we deserve to feel pain. Any way, me and Ronnie were cuddling on the couch when we heard someone at the door he, being the gentle man he is, he got up and went to the door no one was there but there was a poster. The poster said that my mother had put a bounty on me for running away with a duffle bag filled with my mothers jewellery. I started hyperventilating "calm down Jess, we have to get out of here" Ronnie said I manage to steady my breathing and say "what do you mean out of here?" "out of state or country might be even better" Ronnie replied "NO! no no no no!" I screamed while running up stairs with Ronnie chasing me, luckily I'm faster and managed to lock my self in the bathroom. I sat down for a good hour and Ronnie was gone, I walked to my room and started rummaging through my clothes and that's when a box fell on me. "Ouch!" I scream, it was all my old blades all cutting me at once while falling out of the box, I hadn't cut myself for about 3 months and I had forgot how good it felt and that's when I started feeling my skin tighten "one cut can't hurt?" I ask myself. I walk into the bathroom and fill the tub, starting to feel my legs and arms start to tighten I got one of my cleanest blades and got a memory.

Jess's Memory

"Hey, you emo freak!" a group of girls scream at me, I look at myself head to toe. "Yeah you!" They reply to my confusion, I am standing in the bathroom looking for one of my blades because my skin was tightening. " why do you dress like that you fre-" I forget that they are there and pull the blade out, they start laughing then the lead of the group says "Remember freak it's down the road not across the street!" then the group of girls flick there hair and walk off.

Jess's POV

"Them bitches!" I think out loud, as cutting one arm 'down the street' and the other 'across the road', the down one bled more since I slit my WHOLE arm open and the other only the width. 'Front door opens' "shit!" I whisper to myself "Ronnie's here and I'm in a bath that is red with my blood!" "is that you Jess?" he asks I panic and say "of course its me Ronnie a burglar wouldn't take a bath in the house he's robbing!" I hear him laugh downstairs "Okay smarty pants!" he shouts. After about 23 cuts my skin felt loose again so I drained and cleaned the bath and put concealer on my cuts after cleaning all the blood off, I then went downstairs, me and Ronnie snuggled up on the couch and watched a horror movie until we both fell asleep. I started waking up when I felt fingers circling my wrist then I remembered what I did yesterday and darted up.

Ronnie's POV 

"Jess open up come on!" I scream at the bathroom door, "No!" she screams back "fine have it your way!" I walk back downstairs grab my car keys leave Jess a note saying 'be back in a few, don't do anything you will regret. Love Ronnie'. of course I knew she would think about running away or cutting her self which is why I left that note. I hop in my car and go meet up with one of my  good friends Franklin, he works in the black market so I got some fake id's and passports for me and Jess. It took about hour and a half before I got back home. I open the front door and hear something coming from upstairs it sounded like Jess talking to her self "is that you Jess?" I shout up stairs, its silent for a moment then she says "of course its me Ronnie a burglar wouldn't take a bath in the house he's robbing!" I burst into laughter and reply with "Okay smarty pants!" I then hear water going down the pipes 'fuck I knew it why did I leave her alone' I ask myself but I play it cool and act like I don't know while we watch a horror on the couch but then she fell asleep and I had to examine them I couldn't help myself. "What are you doing!" she snaps at me "I-I-I'm sorry I just knew you would do this to your self and I felt so guilty so I had to look." I reply, I didn't get the response I was expecting though "awww you care so much" she responded and kissed me softly