MY SILENT KILLER

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I enjoyed it, I won’t lie. There was something hugely satisfying in feeling the burn when the sharp edge breaks your skin and the intense moment when the scarlet liquid spills out. How it gently gathers speed as it runs down your arm in thin lines...

Welcome to my world. A world where insecurity and inferiority rules. A world where dreams and ambitions are crushed beyond repair, never to be put back together and achieved.  The world of Valeria Parker.

Being in my senior year is nothing like I expected it to be. There is far too much to do in far too little time. I thought I was doing all right until I got thrown off track by the people I care about the most, but maybe it were my flaws. But truth be told I just got tired. Tired of not being good enough, tired of doing things for the unappreciative, which included the ones closest to me. But mostly just tired of everything and everyone around me.

I have begun to feel that I’ll never achieve what I want to. I have begun to feel that I’m a waste of space, so why waste somebody else’s opportunity? And yet there is a part of me which feels it should never have come to this stage. This stage of immense hatred not only for those around me, but myself mainly. It all started a little while ago...

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