Caraphernelia [Vic Fuentes}

Carapherneilia ~ 5 .

I was shaking, sobbing, scratching myself to the point where I broke skin. I dind't care, really. I can't believe he didn't use a condom. Oh my god, what am I gonna do if I'm pregnant? Is Vic gonna think badly and not help me take care of the baby if I am pregnant? No... He wouldn't do that... right?

Vic must've heard me sobbing because the curtain to the bunk opened. "Addy!" He said, taking my hands and pulling them away from myself so I wasn't able to scratch. I looked up at him, shaking, tears flowing down my face. He frowned and climbed into bed next to me, grabbing my hip and turning me to face him. My hands were about to go to my thighs, but he grabbed them. He entwined our fingers together and I swear to God I felt sparks. I knew he felt them too because Vic looked at me, smiling a little. I let go of his hands and wrapped my arms around him, still crying. "Shh, baby. It's fine.. I got you.. You're safe with me now." He whispered to me, stroking my hair.

Vic started singing When You Can't Sleep at Night by Of Mice & Men to me. He knew it was my favorite song. I listened to him singing and my sobbing stopped. He kissed my forehead, causing me to smile a little. "There's that beautiful smile." He said, smiling back at me. My eyes began to feel heavy after a while. I closed them and went to sleep.

Once I woke up, Vic wasn't there. I got up and was about to open the door when I heard Vic saying something. "I'm gonna kick his ass. How the hell could he do that?" I opened the door and walked over to where they were sitting. He shut up and everyone looked at me. Pity. That's what it was. I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen to get a drink. I walked back to the room. (Pretend its a room on the tour bus ok. use your imagination or look at ronnie radkes room on his tour bus ok.)