My Little Secret

Chapter 22

Cara's Pov

"Well, uhm, I guess I'll just tell start from the beginning." I sigh. Louis nods, urging me to continue. "Ever since Harry and I first met, he's kind of been doing things." I start and Louis gets this look of great confusion.

"I don't know what it's called...moves I guess? He's been making moves. Yeah. That's what it is."

I've been away from the outside world for too long. "But he's been doing stuff that I guess I you could call flirting. He's tried to grab hold of my hand multiple times, but I never really let him. He smirks at me, winks at me, all the flirtatious moves out there- you name it! He has even kissed me a few times..." I mumble the last part, hoping maybe Louis didn't hear it, but of course with his eagle like ears, he did.

"HARRY DID WHAT?!" He yelps. I jump up and put my hand over his mouth to shut him up. Louis then bit my finger.

"Ow!" I exclaimed. What was that for?!                                                                          

"What was covering my mouth for?"

"Shhhh Lou! I don't want anyone to hear and come in to ask questions."I hiss at him. Weird though. As I tell him this, I feel as if I'm having a bit of De-ja-vou. 

"Oh. Sorry." He mutters. But then his eyes nearly pop out of his head.

"Please be quiet Lou, I don't want him to hear."

"Yes, I'll be quiet, sorry. But he's kissed you?" Louis smirks.

"Uh, yeah. A few times." Louis squeals like a teenage girl.

"Did you like it?!" He grins from ear to ear.

That's when I start to tear up and begin to fret again.

"Louis that's just it! I don't know if I did!" Louis looks surprised at my sudden change in mood. Guess you could say I went from a ten to a two 'like that'.

"Whoa, whoa whoa, Cara. It's okay." He comforts putting a hand on my shoulder. "What do you mean you don't know if you liked it?" I sigh.

"I don't know Louis. Like, when he first kissed me I told him and myself that it was a mistake and that he could never fall for me. But then again, at times I feel as if I may be finding myself actually wanting to kiss him again. But then I know that he could never really fall for me and-"

"Okay, stop right there. You've got everything all wrong! He would never hurt you! I have known Harry for a long time, and when he likes and wants something, not only will he not stop until he gets it, but once he has it, he will do anything and everything to make sure he doesn't lose it." Louis smiles at  me.

"But Louis, that's exactly where you're wrong! Even when you think that someone loves you and that they would do anything for you, always come when you least expect it and stab you in the back, then leave you there on the floor to bleed."

"But Cara-"

"No Louis." I say being very firm. "It would never work and I'm tired of being hurt." I look him dead in the eyes and before he can speak again I say, "Louis, I'm really tired so I think I'm going to take a shower and try to sleep things off." I give him a slight hug then grab my things, take off my medical boot and head (more like limp) to the bathroom leaving him dumbfounded sitting on my bed.

Louis' Pov

That was quite the roller coaster conversation I had with Cara. I mean one moment she was calm then the next she was crying a river. I really feel bad for her, and I know she is going through an extremely hard time, but I know just who she needs to get through it.