"Gerard please come out!" I hear Mikey's desperate calls for me to come out of me room
I don't reply, I sit on my bed staring blankly at the wall across from me.
I hear his sigh of defeat and he walks off.
I look down at my lap messing with a lose string on the end of my shirt.
I hear my door open slowly and someone walk in.
I don't look up I keep my head down my hands covering my eyes.
"Gerard.." I hear Jamias voice as she comes closer to my bed "Gerard you can't stay in here" she says sitting by me
I don't reply.
"I know you miss her.. we all do" she says then sighs "b-but it's been three years, everyone is starting to think you'll disappear, you can't keep yourself locked up in here all the time.. Taylor wouldn't want that for you-"
"What do you know what she wants!" I snap
"I was-"
I cut her off again "no! you don't know anything she's not here! she's dead! and I hate how you all have to keep reminding me of that!" I break down into tears
I feel Jamia wrap her arms around my shoulders trying to comfort me.
"Shh it's okay" she says
"I-i miss her.."
