After he opened the door to his apartment my jacket was pulled off me and he pushed me against the door immedeatly and pressed his lips against mine.
My fingers ruffled up his hair and his hands went to the back of my thighs. He raised me up and I wrapped my legs around waist. He asked for entrance and I surrendered instantly.
My heart was pounding really fast and my mind was too jumbled to think clearly. His hands found the hem of my dress and he broke up the kiss to raise it over my head.
His hands roamed over my body and I moaned lightly as he squeesed on my breast. I found the hem of his T-shirt and pulled it over his head, continuing the heavy make out session. I felt his hands hesistantly going to my shoulders.
My mind was racing and I didn't know what he was going to do next. It felt so right. Everything felt so right. Instead he pushed me away and broke up the kiss. He was panting heavily and his hair was disheveled.
"Ally, we can't." He said out of all the things he could have said.
I frowned, not understanding. Didn't he like me? "Ofcourse we can..." I said and leaned in to kiss him. He only kissed back for about 5 seconds before breaking the kiss up again.
"No Ally, we can't." He said a little more harsh.
I pouted and put my feet on the ground. "I thought you liked me."
He tried coming closer to me but I looked away, feeling tears come up.
"Ofcourse I like you."
I turned my head to him, tears spilling and pushed him away from me. "Then why don't you want this? Am I not pretty enough?!" I yelled, heartbroken.
He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair frustrated. "This might probably be the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life, and I'll probably regret it so fucking much in the morning, but we really can't do this."
I walked up to him and pulled him down at his neck and kissed him again. I wanted this. I wanted him.
He didn't even kiss back before pushing me away. More tears silled and I started pounding kn his bare chest. He looked at me pleadingly and slowly shook his head. "Stop."
"No!"
"Ally, stop."
"I'm not gonna stop!"
In a quick motion he swooped me up and carriede bridal style to what seemed to be his room. Thats when darkness surrounded me and I fell asleep.
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Sun shone down on my face and when I opened my eyes it blinded me. My head violently pounded and I had to squeese my eyes shut for a moment to be stable again. I sat up straight and raised my hand to block the sun.
I groaned and squeesed my eyes again. The sun didn't usually shine this brightly in the morning. And if it did, it never directly hit my face.
Where was I? I moaned lightly and tried getting up and out of this bed. I heard a door opening and foot steps walking inside the room I was in. The curtains were pulled closed and the sun didn't blind me as much anymore.
I blinked and saw Niall standing next to the window. Everything around me started spinning and I had to close my eyes for a while. The pain in both my head and throat was murderous. It hurt. Allot.
I frowned at him. Then I closed my eyes and shook my head. "What are you doing here?" I asked slowly.
Suddenly I felt bile rise from my stomach up to my throat and got up quickly. "Bathroom!" I yelled to Niall and ran out of the room. This wasn't my apartment.
"This way!" Niall yelled, freaking out and led me to where the bathroom was.
I barely made it and started throwing up in the toilet bowl. I felt my hair being pulled away from my face and I figured it was Niall holding it back.
After I felt like I puked up my whole stomach I kept dry heaving and I felt tears prickling in my eyes. It hurt. It burned and it was horrible combined with the headache. And it was emberrasing. Niall was right there.
I remembered why I never drank or just straight up avoided these kind of things. I took deep breaths and just rested my head on top of the toilet lid.
"What happened, Niall?" I asked him tiredly. "Where am I?"
He didn't answer and just helped me up instead. He opened the curtain to his shower and turned the knob.
"I'll get you a towel." He said and walked off.
Later he came back with a towel and what seemed to be his T-shirt and sweat pants and he left again.
I closed the door behind and sighed. What was going on. Why was I at his apartment. I remembered goin to a club with Jenny, and we were dancing and we drank... allot. And then when Niall came in the picture everything just blurred up.
When I undressed after making sure the door was locked, I was relieved to know I was still wearing my own dress and not one of his shirts.
I stepped into the hot shower and just closed my eyes. Did we... did we have sex? That thought was the only question bugging me which was the only reason I could come up with as to why I was at his apartment in the morning.
I really hoped we didn't. But if we didn't, what did we do? I mean I doubted that we cuddled up watching The Notebook. We were both drunk. Well I was, anyways.
I tried to remember what happened last night, I just didn't remember. I didn't even know where Niall appeared from all of a sudden. Maybe Jenny invited Zayn, and Zayn came with Niall. Because they probably did know eachother.
I turned the tap off after washing my hair and stepped out of the shower. It was weird to be at someones place besides my own or Jennys. I never really did that. So this was a first. And it was pretty nice, actually. It felt way better not being alone.
I dried myself off with one of the towels Niall left for me, and couldn't help but smell him on it. It wasn't a used towel, it just smelled like all his clothes smelled. Some kind of detergent he used probably.
It was disgusting putting on the same underwear so I looked around to see what else I could use. There was nothing. I thought about borrowing his boxers maybe, but that thought was quickly tossed away.
I just hand washed them and wrung them out as dry as I could and put them on. I stared at Nialls clothes for a while and wondered if I should wear them or not. I could always just wear my dress.
I decided against it and just pulled on his sweatpants and T-shirt. It was waaay to baggy and big for me so I rolled up the sleeves and made a knot at the bottom. I rolled up the pants, too because they were too long.
I combed through my wet hair using my fingers and collected my stuff before leaving the bathroom.
Niall looked up from his phone and when he saw me he gave me a heart stopping grin.
"You look better in my clothes than I do," He said scanning me from top to bottom. I looked away, flustered.
"What happened last night." I demanded, crossing my arms.
He stared at me for a long while and then suddenly he got up. He walked up to me until he was about two feet away.
"Well first, we had a makeout session, then you took off your dress and practically ripped my shirt off--"
I gasped and shoved him. "We did not do that..." I whispered to myself more than I to him. But it wasn't hard to believe. Compared to what I did the last time under influence of alcohol.
"But we did, Allyson. We did. And we went really far, too."
"How can you do that?" I said in a shakey voice.
"Do wha--"
"How could you abuse me like that?! You knew I was under the influence of alcohol, Niall! You knew!! Yet you just..." I yelled at him.
His face turned like stone and he pushed me against the bathroom door. He trapped me in by putting an arm on each side of my head and his face came real close to mine.
"Yet I just what?" he whispered.
My heart was pounding against my chest. "Y-you..."
His face came closer until his nose was four inches away from mine.
I gulped and stared him in the eye gathering my courage. "You harrassed me."
He didn't say anything and just stared at me with that stupid smirk on his face. I felt disgusted being so close to him. "I can't believe I liked you." I muttered.
He seemed to hear it because his arms slacked a little and I wiped the smirk right off his face. I took this to my advantage and shoved him out the way before storming out the door.
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Guys please stop pressuring me to update in the previous chapter i said that i was busy with a move okay its realy allot to move from one small little island to a huge america and i have allot on my mind i try to write plus im also working on another fanfic weyhey and tbh i dont even like this story *cringe* and also please leave a comment if you likd this chapter aND NIALL UR SUCH A FKUP no he didnotharras her ok tnx for reading
