Hetalia X Child!Reader Oneshots

Tears and fights to apologies and love (DenSuxDepressed!preteen!Reader)

Hi kitty's!

This oneshot is going to be  depressing and a bit ooc so the warnings are that they'll be acts of self harm so you've been warned! Don't hate!

This will also be long as well
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For the past few months, your dads have been fighting a lot, which has made you fall into a depression. Your fathers have done nothing but fight, they wouldn't look at each other, they wouldn't sleep in the same bed anymore, nothing. They didn't even talk to you, Your dad Matthias did sometimes, either wishing you a good day at school or just to ask about grades and to day goodnight, but before the fighting he would always be with you, with his "my little princess" nickname and would try to do everything with you and always make you happy, nowadays he sits in his office with beer.

Your papa Berwald, even though he didn't talk much or smile, he'd always smile for you and your dad and would always cheer you up if you were sad and help you with homework and he'd teach you Swedish, but now he sits in the bedroom and hardly comes out, not even speaks or smiles.

You felt your whole family was falling apart everyday, you felt as if they didn't care about you anymore either. Which made your depression worse.

You walked into the kitchen to see your dad grabbing more beer, just to go back up into his dark office. "Hi dad" you said with a fake smile, trying to sound as happy as you could. He just sighed and walked pasted you and up the stairs to his office.

You felt a hot tear slide down your cheek.

Your papa then opened the door with his work papers and such, you wiped your tear and faked another smile again, "h-hi papa! How was work?" He just grunted and patted your head, then walked up the stairs to his bedroom.

Another tear went down.

You started to cry, tears sliding down your face again and again. "I wish we could be happy again.."
You said to yourself as you started to cry more and more.

Flashback~

"(Y/n)! Your papas gonna be home soon!" Your dad called from downstairs, you smiled and ran downstairs. "When!?" You exclaimed, he chuckled and patted your head "soon my little princess, do you have tests tomorrow?" He asked you shook your head no as he smiled ear to ear, "well then I guess your spending the whole day with me and your papa tomorrow!" He exclaimed happily "really dad!?" You asked.

He smiled and nodded, "yeah why not! Your papas got the day off tomorrow so I figured you could to." He said, you smiled and hugged him "thank you dad!" "No problem my princess."

The door opened to your papa with his work papers from the last meeting.
"Papa! How was work?" You asked, the swede smiled and kissed your head "it was good." He then turned to your dad and kissed his lips "I missed you." He says as your dad smiles "I missed you to Ber"

Your dad's were always close together, all the time. And you were happy with that.

End of flashback~

You cried almost everyday since the fighting started. When you woke up, at school, and crying yourself to sleep. Your teachers called your fathers countless times to tell them about the crying during school an got more and more worried about you.

You sat on the floor and hugged your knees, crying harder and harder each second. But your fathers didn't hear you, they never did. They weren't the same anymore, you lifted up your sleeve to see the scars you made, you didn't tell your parents because you thought they would just get mad and start fighting again.. And again... And again...