Ugly Darkskin

chapter 4

Malaysia is 14
Nnay and Nnyvadius is 13
Nubian is 12

Nubian was at school thinking about Lenny it was good thing he couldn't read minds because he was 2 inches away from her since he sat by her in class. Lenny never really talked to Nubian because he thought she was just to quiet and ugly. I hope you already guessed it but Lenny and chrisavian Marshall are cousins and let me refresh your memory chrisavian is Nubian' s bully. She only did what he told her to do because she didn't want chrisavian going back telling Lenny negative things about her.

Nubian pov
I was setting two inches away from Lenny and he is fine ass hell. He only goes out with brown skin girls from the looks of it he doesn't say it but I know it. I really want him to like me and love me so when I get in high school I decided I will bleach my skin lighter for him to like me. He doesn't really notice me right now but when I get in high school he will definitely notice me. I just have to use bleaching creams or pills or even lotion I just want him really bad. I got up out my seat and went to lunch I got my tray and seat down by myself since I don't really have friends.

Nnay pov
I am in class sitting and looking around thinking about something else. The teacher dumb ass gonna call my name to answer a question when knowing I obviously wasn't paying attention she just do that to embarrass me. You know when you be sitting in class but your mind be 9 miles past the topic your teacher be teaching about.

Nnyvadius pov
Five more minutes I will be out of school and done listening to these boring teachers. 5.....4.......3.......2.......1 me and my siblings ran to the school bus to drive us home couple minutes later we was home.

Nubian pov
I was in me and Nnay room since I shared a room with him. I went to the bathroom and when I went in there i saw lash my dad's brother. He was looking at me really strange and it made me uncomfortable he then came near me and started feeling on my big thighs. I am not big I am just curvy but I hate being curvy because I want to loose weight and get rid of my big hips, and at the age of 12 I am pretty curvy. I didn't stop him from touching on me because I liked every minute of it because he was the only person that has ever touched me in a seductive way.

Malaysia pov
Me and Nnay sat down at the table for dinner and then Nnyvadius came along. We didn't see Nubian anymore I guess she is upstairs. She doesn't need to eat anymore anyways how big her ass is she needs to lose weight and be my size skinny.

Nubian pov
Lash stopped kissing me because he thought my dad was going to walk in on us. So I went to Malaysia's room and got my journal to write in.
Dear journal,
I really want to become a model oneday but I am scared. I am scared they will judge me by having darkskin and then they aren't going to want me anymore. I also want Lenny to like me he is amazing and I want to be perfect for him I am going to make him like me. I already love him so he just have to love me the same way.
Sincerely, Nubian

I was still writing in my journal then Nnyvadius came in and snatched me up by my hair and it hurt so bad. He was dragging me by my hair until he got to Nnay and my room. He threw me in the room and I hit my head on the bed. In case you haven't notice Malaysia makes Nnay and Nnyvadius best my ass and when they get older and start developing muscles they gonna start slapping me and punching me. All of my siblings already don't like me because of my having darkskin and there mixed with black and white so of course they have pretty lightskin and I am from Africa and I really want to go back  there.