"Am I aloud to kill my fiancé!" I shout as misha runs away with my phone.
"No. It turns out they need to be alive" Jared laughs sitting on the couch.
"Its like he's 5 and he's stealing my things and being annoying" I joke. Misha walks back in and sits next to me.
"I'm sorry" he giggles.
"You are up to no good" I say as he looks at me.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" he says smiling while pecking my lips making me fall backwards.
"Anyway-" Jared clears his throat.
"Gross! Coodies"I say sitting back up.
"No. But sersiously we have kid coming in two months and we need help" misha says.
"There's not a lot to know about parenting other then treat them how you'd treat yourself. You know, you're getting hungry you'd eat you're sleepy you get angry, sometimes all they want is attention" Jared says. "And its okay if you don't have a connection right away. It took gen three months before she finally started having that 'my baby is so cute' and 'I want to just hold him all the time' so its ok if you two are like 'wow it's a baby...cool?"
"Are you kidding we're both so excited like it'd going to be great having a little baby around" I grin.
"They're not all fun though she's going to cry..a lot which will put you and misha in fights. They're won't be a lot of time for just you two."
"Yeah I've thought about the not much time but not the fighting" misha says sitting back.
"Schedule a date night once a week. When vic has her go on a date don't spend the time separate one night would be ok but trust me you'll need each other more then you'll need to be apart"
"Yeah I mean plus Vicki has her Monday, Tuesday, Saturday and Wednesday and we have her Thursday Friday and Sunday"
"You guys might have some major legal stuff to do"
"We've decided we don't want the government in this we'll treat the girl as if we're still together." Misha says.
"I do not like that" I mutter.
"What?" Misha asks.
"Its just the first thing she did when we told her about us was scream that she still loves you that was only three months ago." I tell him worried she might try something. Or what if they feel a spark again lie hey look I have a baby that's 50% me and 50%you its incredible. Let me just lean up and kiss you oh shit we're in bed together. And then we fall fall apart. Misha goes back to Vicki and I'm left alone thinking why wasn't I more loving? Did I act like I didn't love him? Why did he cheat?
"Jens?" Misha asks worried.
"What, huh?" I look up.
"Are you ok?" He asks.
"I don't want you to be around Vicki" well that came out a little.. Strong.
"I can't ignore her? She's the mother of my child."
"But she still loves you! What if you get drunk and things happen when you should've been bringing the baby to her. But the baby fell asleep and you thought oh one drink won't hurt and then she has you in her bed naked and I can't have that misha! I just can't!" I stand up quickly getting a head rush.
"How about she comes here each time and if we do go to her house we go together? I'm not going to cheat on you Jensen" Jared looks very uncomfortable right now.
"Ok"
"I love you so please calm down" he pats on the couch.
"Yeah yeah I'm just...being crazy.." I sit back down. Misha's hand slips in mine and he rubs it with his thumb. I always enjoyed how he did that. Running his finger gently across my palm or maybe just how his touch made me feel 300x better. He probably thinks I'm insane now.
"If you need anything come over ok. I'll be glad to help out." Jared says.
"Thank you Jared" misha says standing up.
"No problemo" he chuckles. He leaves and I sigh looking up at misha sadly.
"I love you" misha says sitting on the couch.
"I know but neither of us think straight when we get drunk, hint our drunken hotel couch sex" when we were at comic con we had a date night inside. Wine and a movie turned into two bottles of wine and making out which moved to four bottles of wine and me waking up the people next to us because I can't control my screaming.
"I promise I will turn down any drink she offers me." He pushes his lips to my temple. "I love you" he whispers.
"You better" I lay into him and he wraps his arms around me. "I love you too" I look up at him and he smiles kissing me.
