"Jared...should I call him? I can't stop thinking about him..." I sigh.
"Call him. Talk to him you're going to loose him if you don't"
"What do I say to him though?"
"Anything, I've been thinking about..go for it. If you truely were in love with Dan then you would not be falling for misha. So go for him" he says.
"Ok yeah.. Thank you" I hang up and go to Misha's number. Call him. I push call then freak out no no! Luckily he doesn't answer. Thank god.
"Hey babe I have lunch date with one of my friends. I'll see you later." Daneel kisses me, I can't seem to help but notice it doesn't feel as good as it did with Mish. I miss him. I haven't seen him in two days. Usually we go to breakfast on Wednesdays. Unfortunately neither of us have even talked. I miss him so much! I go into my office and get on the computer. My background is a picture of Jared misha and I. I smile at the memory but open up my email.
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I wake up and look at the clock.
12:34
I grab my phone and go down stairs.
"Hello?"misha answers. I smile widely.
"Hey...can we meet up? I uh I can't sleep" I tell him.
"Yeah, meet me at that café we go to"
"Ok..." I pull on my running shoes. And a jacket. I walk down the street and into the small building. A few minutes later misha walks in. "Hi" I smile.
"Hi" he sits down.
"Misha I...I can't stop thinking about you. I can't get over that kiss. We both know that wasn't acting"
"You think about me?" He smiles with a blush.
"I...try not to..." I look away.
"I think about you too" he puts his finger under my chin and turns me back so I'm looking at him. "I like you Jensen, More then friends."
"Best friends?" I joke.
"More then bestfriends. I like you in a way that I wouldn't mind sleeping with you" he smiles.
"How about we go get a hotel room for the night? Then figure this all out tomorrow?"
"Ok" we stand up and leave.
"A room for two" misha says.
"Two beds or one?" The counter lady asks.
"One twin" He tells her.
"A twin?" I ask. He nods and she hands us a key.
"We'll have to cuddle" he smiles.
"Ahh I see." We walk in and look around. "You sure about this? After tonight there is no way I won't not think about you"
"I won't not?" He laughs.
"Shut up its- 1 in the morning." I pout. "How about we go to bed." He smiles widely. We both get under the covers, misha moves into me. I wrap my arms around his and kiss his neck. "What about Dan?" He asks.
"I'll tell her I went on a run" he turns onto his side and smiles.
"This feels so wrong but also so right." He says pushing his lips into mine.
"Yea-" I mutter in the kiss. He pulls away and grins.
"I like you so much what the heck" I chuckle and kiss his forehead.
"I wish we wouldve met before"
"About that, Ive talked to Vicki about you, about us. She said we're getting a divroce but she's not mad"he tells me. "I'm sorry im such a mess."
"A mess I don't mind getting messy with" he cuddles into me kisses my neck gently.
"Good night baby" I sigh happily.
"Good night Jens" he whispers. The next morning I wake up with him on top of me sleeping. I smile and run my fingers against his spine. His foot rub against mine and he turns his head. "Hi" he moans.
"I haven't slept that good in...months"
"You needed a 130 pound man on you" he smiles lifting his head.
"Yeah?" I chuckle. He nods laying his lips on mine. I smile in the kiss but deepen it by opening my mouth. He pulls away an sits up.
"I want food" he says.
"What time is it?" I ask.
"7:15" he answers back.
"Yeah let's get breakfast" we stand up and walk out.
"Where do you want to go?" He asks.
"About that Café?" We walk across the street to the building we were in yesterday and go inside. I sit down as he orders us food. He's so....cute. Look at him up there standing sleepily. I feel bad I'm dragging him through this all but then again...its awesome. Its nice to wake up with him. Its nice to get breakfast with him. My phone starts ringing as he sits down with a bag and two cups. I put my finger up and answer it.
"Dude where are you?" Jared asks.
"With mish at breakfast?"
"I was suppose to come over today."
"Oh..I'm sorry. I totally forgot" I say.
"Wait you're with misha?" He asks.
"Yeah" I smile.
"Good for you! Ok Im gonna go then" he laughs and hangs up.
"Was that jared?" Misha asks taking a bite of his sand which.
"Yeah, maybe we should tell him. You know"
"When are you going to tell daneel?"
"Tonight I think?" I take a sip of my coffee.
"What're you gonna tell her?"
"I like you. I'm sorry..." I sigh.
"If you don't want to do this jensen we don't have to. I'd love to I'd love to have a relationship with you but if you aren't sure I don't want to get involved in something that'll never happen"
"Misha." I reach across the table. "I like you, I want us to be a couple. I want us to be able to go out holding hands sleep in the same bed. But I need to tell Daneel carefully ok? I can't just leave. I need to explain" I lean across and kiss him.
Last updated 10-20-15
