Dear Bully
I'm slowly letting go
I don't want to be here anymore
The bullying is still going on
It's got worse, you got worse
I thought you were changing, but you haven't
You call me cutter, attention seeker, whore
Why do you do this to me? To yourself.
My arms and thighs are scattered with scratches and cuts of pain
My body is bruised and battered from the blows you give me
School is hell
Home is hell
My mind is a living hell
The voices in my head ringing and blaring harsh comments
I'm slowly letting go
My razor is my only friend
The only resort to happiness
I'm on the brink of insanity
That's what the pills in my hand tell me
The sadistic smiles they give me - begging me to accept my faith
My wrist is bleeding again
The world is going dark
Who turned off the lights?
I quite like the complete sound of silence
The thought of complete bliss of sleep and calmness
This is how it's going to end isn't it?
