Ghost of JEALOUSY

5. Invisible visitor

Jo
I don't like this place at all Zay. I want to go back home. "Aww come on I want to get faded tonight. I know you don't drink so you can be my DD." Whatever let's just get this over with already.

We sit at the bar and he orders 3 shots of vodka and I get a bottle of water. Everyone else sitting at the bar gives me a weird look. I know I'm not the only one who comes to a club and does not drink alcohol. Some skanky looking woman or should I say girl starts flirting with Zay.

The two of them head towards the dance floor while I just sit at the bar sipping my water. Looking around at all the people in here I feel out of place. All of them are grinding and feeling up on each other. I'm just sitting here watching them dance. I actually hate dancing even though I'm really good at it. To pass time I just sip and stare at everyone. Zay is officially wasted.  He's had almost 6 shots in the last 15 minutes.

"Hey what's a gorgeous woman like you doing sitting down by yourself?"
Uh I don't know.
"You came alone?"
No I came with my friend.
"Well I don't see anyone so I have you all to myself then."
This guy is creepy as fuck. "So why don't we move to a booth and talk a little more."
I look over and see Zay having a good time and I don't want to ruin his fun so I agree to go with this guy.

We're basically alone with the spot he chose. We are in a dark corner far in the back of the club. This guy whose name I found out is Frazier has turned out to be cool. He's really funny and nice. I thought he would try to do something to me but I guess you can't judge a book by its cover.  After a while we go back to the bar. I yawn and I become sleepy. I take my phone out my purse and see its almost 4am. It's 8 hours past my bedtime.

I say goodbye to Frazier and begin searching for Zay. I look everywhere. Upstairs in the VIP area, in the bathrooms both men and woman, the bar, out back. I gave up and just went to my car. I was surprised to see him leaned against it half asleep. He was swaying back and forth like he could fall at any second. I'm so tired and over it I just help him get in and we head back to my house.

It took forever to get him in the house. He's as heavy as an elephant. I left him on the couch because I sure as hell was not about to almost kill myself trying to get his fat ass up the stairs.

After I took a bath I laid down to try and sleep. After almost 20 minutes of laying there I can't sleep. I need a snack. Kitchen here I come. I'm half asleep going down the stairs almost falling flat on my face. Zay is still on the couch so I don't turn on any lights. The stove and refrigerator light are enough. I'm tryin to be healthy so a pomegranate it is. While washing off my fruit I feel a presence behind me. I see one hand on each side of me trapping me at the sink. I know it's Zay by the cologne I smell. He's grinding on me and it's really uncomfortable since I have on just a big shirt and underwear.

What are you doing? I say while trying to move away from him. "You don't know how long I've been wanting to do this." Zay you're drunk and this isn't funny at all now move. He doesn't move so I turn and face him. He brings his face near mine and before our lips connect I slap him. His hands go to his face and I take that time to run up the stairs slamming my door. This is why I don't drink. People get stupid and then don't remember anything the next day.

I lay on my bed and pull the cover over me. I look out the window wishing Terrance was here with me right now. He always knew exactly how to comfort me. I miss him so much. After a while of thinking about Terrance and being half asleep I feel my bed dip and a pair of arms wrap around me. I know it's not Zay because I don't smell anything and my bedroom door is locked. I open a eye and see no one. I feel comfortable so I just ignore it.

I keep tossing and turning. It feels like there are arms around me. I open my eyes and I see no one. I thought I heard someone say "I'm here" but that's impossible. I keep hearing it and then it feels like a hand is rubbing circles in my back. It was so soothing I just went right back to sleep. What happened between me and Zay in the kitchen is still on my mind but I'll just have to deal with that another time.
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This was done and I didn't even know it🙄 so why not update lol