Second chances

Chapter three

"Come on really the silent treatment... do you want your phone back?" I turn quick to him and he knocks into me. I reach my hand out and snatch my phone. His hands are smooth as I slide my phone from his hands. It's weird that his hands are smooth most guys hands are rough. "Do you want to hang out after school today?" He asks and I'm immediately broken from my bad thoughts.

"I can't, I have to go somewhere." I shut my locker and start to walk to home room. He walks beside me and I notice how blue his eyes are and I jus... just can't wait for my boyfriend to come.

"Oh okay and I forgot your boyfriend." Disappointment takes over his face making his eyes look dim. I swallow hard.

"It's not that it's just my mom I get to go see her today." I tell him and he looks me and his eye light up a little until he sees my pained face.

"Are your parents divorced?"

"no my mom got into a car accident and now she's mentally unstable. She forgets thing she doesn't know who I am but she knows who my brother is— a tear rolls down my cheek— the doctor said she would be fine and now they say she'll never recover." I rub he tears from my cheeks and eyes. He hugs me and I hug back I pull away first trying not to show affections for him.

I walk into home room my eyes still burn from the tears but whatever Jason is next to me as I walk into the room we sit next to each other. We have every class together other than math. Which is nice because then I get a break from him.

The bell rings to go to first period and I grab my heavy bag and pull it over my shoulder I leave Jason in the dust. Well only by a few inches but same idea.

I turn into the class room 15A and I can't tell if I have something on my face or what because when I turn in everyone turns with shock. I look beside me to see a beautiful gorgeous boy oh wait it's my boyfriend ha. He leans down to show affection by kissing my cheek. "Hello love." He's faint Britain accent shows through.

"Why are you here at my school?" I ask but my words must have pained him or confused him I can't tell.

"I told you I was coming here and I ask my father if I could rent an apartment here. He agreed and has now set up a trust fund and is wiring we a couple of dollars. I sit in between Trent and Jason.

The whole class I have been thinking over weather or not I like Trent. We have been dating for a while now but I feel like I just am dating him because I thought we could be more. But I don't think I can anymore. I feel to closed in and now that I have meet Jason and new surroundings I feel different more free. I don't feel as I have to be what I once was what is now the past.

Trent today has worn a black button up and dark jeans. The button up covers his arms protecting the secrets of the past. The only piece that is not protected is the name Annabella tattooed onto the very top of his wrist. He never covers her name up and he never told me why. I feel Jason's glare on and I feel trends on me to. I just want to get out of this mess. I have just to much going on.

3 periods later I am sitting at a table with my boyfriend and Jason. I'm scared that past won't stay in the past now Trent is the only one that knows the full one whole me. I just don't trust everybody else like I trust him. I look over to Jason who has said mother but hi to Trent and me. I turn to him "hey." I half smile hoping for him to talk but instead he waves.

"I would have guess you broke up with that guy behind you before you left." I look at him and look him in the eye.

"It doesn't work like that for me." I tell him and gives a questioning look. "Things are more complicated than they seem. I can't tell you though." I look down to my lap. And over to Trent.

"Okay..." Jason says. But I look at Trent right in the face.

"We need to talk." I tell him and I get up from the table and walk out of the cafeteria. Few seconds pass before Trent comes out. "Secrets aren't meant to come out right. So... uh... if you tell Jason anything I won't be happy." He swallows hard and I push past him back into the lunch room.

Trent didn't come back and I wouldn't have if I were him either. Especial since he knows of what I have done.

The day past in a flash I don't understand why though. But now i have to get ready for lacrosse tryouts. I'm so hyped right now and I feel like I'm on a sugar rush.

"Jordan mansfield" a mans voice yells and I walk out to the line and play offense while two guys play defense. They must be the older guys that already had tryouts. The whistle blow and I ran I dodged them and shot. I have to try defense now so we rotate positions. The guy that I took over for in now to my left.

We all line up we all still haven't taken our masks off and nobody has talked. I don't think anyone knows I'm a girl.

"Collin cates, max maternity, John pepper, Kyle Jason, Jordan mansion, and Jordan Mansfield. Okay that's all." Coach says, we play with the all grades so only a few from my grade get in. "Okay come over here please and take off you masks. We're going to play pass."