SVU saves Annabell

Talking to Amanda

Amandas prov

I get to olivias apartment and knock on the door. I hear olivia shout come in and so i do. "Hey liv..." i say as i take my coat off. "Amanda thank you for coming i dont know what else to do" olivias says in a worried tone. "Dont worry liv....um where is annabell now?" She points to a room "in there shes asleep at the moment" "okay can i go into talk to her?" She nods.

I go over to Annabells room and open the door. "Bella.....bella honey can you wake up for me please?" I say softly as i close the door and walk over to her bed. I tap on her shoulder gently "Annabell........" her eyes start to slowly open.  "Hey sweet pea...." "A-amanda w-why are you here?" She asks barley above a whisper " i came to see you....you promised me not to do anything stupid bells... why?" I look into her eyes. 

"I-i can't promise something that I cant keep.....a-a-and it was the only way to stop the pain.." a tear goes down her face "shhhh....shhh its okay" i wipe the tear away " I just wanna know you wont do it again please promise?" "I-i cant" she starts crying. I sit on her bed and pull her into my lap and wrap my arms around her "you can bella you can...me and olivia will be here to help you...can i have a look at your wrist??"i asks her in a gentle voice. She hesitated for a second and then pulled her arm out from under the blanket.

I look at it for a while and then start tracing over each cut. I can feel them getting deeper as i do it. "Why so deep" i say as i trace over on ofthe cuts. "I-i wanted to end it all...i-i wanted to die... i-i still do"  I move a piece of her hair out of her face "sweet pea you are beautiful, sweet, smart, talented....you have so much to live for okay...you dont need to suffer because everyone else is trying to get you down." I kiss her forhead. "B-but im none of those things " she looks down

"Yes you are i promise you that you are" she sighs and looks at me "c-can you t-tell olivia that im sorry...im really really sorry pl-please?" I nod my head "of course i will bella." "Theres this song i used to sing....when i had a really bad day back in the orphanage....c-can i sing it to you?" She asks i nod and she sighs before she starts singing "its always summer under the sea...i know i know oh oh oh..the birds have scales and the fish take wing...i know i know oh oh oh...the rain is dry and the snow falls up...i know i know oh oh oh...the stones crack open...the water burns...the shadows come to dance my lord...the shadows come to play...the shadows come to dance my lord..the shadows come to...stay..." she finishes and sniffles 

" you have a beautiful voice sweet pea " " t-thanks...c-can you go please? I i wanna be alone?" " Okay but remember our promise okay?" She nods and i stand up "see you later little duck " i go toward her door " see you later Amanda..." i leave her room and close the door.

I sure hope my talk to her has helped..