New Beginnings

Chapter 1

NINA'S POV

Today is that day after the summer. The day that they start filming The Vampire Diaries. It's weird that I'm not stressing to get to set right now like I did the last 6 years. Even though they start on Thursday now, which is weird. The summer was wonderful, and I had a really great time with my friends. I guess I just have to get back to reality today then. I will miss it so much. I will miss him so much...
No Nina don't go there!
I'm still in my apartment in Atlanta which I'm planning on moving out but I just don't feel like doing that right now. It's 7.45AM. I step out of bed and walk towards the bath room. I turn on the shower and look at myself in the mirror till the shower turns hot. I step inside and try to go through everything that I have to do today. That will be eating, sleeping, drinking whine and complaining about everyone and everything. Kind of my life, since I left him. Stop thinking about him Nina! I step out of the shower in a rush and make myself think about my horrible looking face and hair. Suddenly my phone goes. I walk to the bed and pick it up.

Candice Accola
Oh it's Candice as I press the green button.
"Hey Candy!"
"Hey Neens, how are you?"
"I'm very fine, thanks, how are you?"
"I'm good! I was thinking.. Maybe you wanna grab a lunch during takes. It probably is gonna be ridiculously boring without you."
Oh, no, no, no, I don't wanna go to the studio's again.
"Yes of course Candice, that will be great. What time?"
"Oh yay! What about 12? I'll see you in the studio's in my dressing room okay?"
"Cool. I see you in a bit!"
"Yes! Can't wait. Love you!"
"Love you, too. See you soon! I'm gonna squeeze you till you die"

I look at my phone at all the missed calls. It's 8.15AM. I sit back at the bed staring at the wall figuring out how exactly I'm gonna handle this. I miss him just so much it's indescribable.
I never expected that it would be this hard to not hear his voice anymore or see his face everyday. I know it's been two years and he's married now and I have to let him go which I actually already had to two years ago but I can't. A part of me will always love him and I secretly know that a part of him, will, too..
I hope it, but I can't hope it.
Anyways, let's get ready for lunch with Candice. I get dressed, I put some make up on and I quickly curl my hair. I check my phone to see the time, wow it's already 9.30AM. Have I been staring at the wall and thinking about him for so long?
I look in the mirror and it amazes me how good I look today. I get my keys and my bag and off I go, it'll take me 30 minutes to be there so I have a lot of time to greet everyone.

IAN'S POV

Today is a really exciting day. It's the first day of shooting the new season of The Vampire Diaries. Nikki is fast asleep next to me and I search for my phone under my pillow. I check out all of the messages and missed calls I got. Ah, one from Paul.
From: Paul Wesley
Yo Ian, I can't wait to see you today bud. It's gonna be so much fun shooting this new season again. When do your first takes start?
Paul
I immediately respond.
To: Paul Wesley
Hi Paul, can't wait to see you too dude! It's gonna be a hell of a season.
My first takes start at 8. Yours?
Ian
I put my phone next to me and I go lay on my right side staring at Nikki. She's beautiful when she's sleeping but I don't know where it comes from, but I just don't feel like waking her up and talking to her or anything in that direction. Maybe it's because I'm not seeing Nina anymore so there's no need to kind of escape to Nikki anymore. God, I miss Nina. I miss her face and her sweet, sweet smile.
I get out of bed when I get a message from Paul.
From: Paul Wesley
Okay, perfect. I have one at 8 too so I will see you then. Maybe grab some lunch at that new restaurant at 12?
Laters and see u soon.
Mmmm.. Lunch.
To; Paul Wesley
Yeah, lunch is good! See you then
I send in return. I walk to the kitchen and make my self a shake with vegetables. I drink it up, every single drip of it. I walk to the bath room and step into the shower. I wash my body fast because I'm in a hurry. Quickly I get out
and dry myself while walking to the walk in closet to get some clothes. I dress up and I take my wallet and phone with me. It's 7:36AM.
I give Nikki a kiss on her head and I walk to the car to go to work. It's just a 15 minutes ride so I'm probably there in time. I think about how it's gonna be without her today. How much we all will miss her and how much everyone is gonna complain about it. I would do everything to just see her face again or smell her scent but I can't. I arrive at work and walk towards the studio's after I parked my car.