Secrets (A BruhItsZach/Zach Clayton Fanfic)

Chapter 4

*Monday Morning*

I woke up and got in the shower quickly. Afterwards I changed into black ripped skinny jeans, a black nirvana muscle tank and a denim jacket around my waist. I slipped on black combat boots and a few bracelets.

I put my hair in a French braid down my back to finish off the look. I threw my backpack over my shoulder and ran downstairs. My mum was passed out at the dining table so I had no problems sneaking past her. I began walking to school while listening to kendrick Lamar.

Z: Goodmorning beautiful :)
A: morning Zach :)

I was interrupted by a FaceTime from Zach.

"Hey dude" I smiled into the camera.

"Hello there miss Ashley" he smiled back, "where are you?"

"Walking downstairs to hell" I rolled my eyes.

"Ha that sucks for you, I'm homeschooled it's so much easier."

I was about to say something when I heard a woman speaking over Zachs end of the line.

"Zach, clean your room it's a pig sty in here."

"Hey mom, I'm on FaceTime with Ashley" he smiled over in her direction, "hey Ashley, this is my mom Apryll." He pointed the camera towards Apryll.

"So this is the girl you've been talking about, hello darling I'm Zachs mom."

"Hey I'm Ashley, nice to meet you" I smiled.

"Nice to meet you two" she smiled and left the room.

"Your mum's nice" I smiled as I continued to walk.

"Puh-lease, she's the devil in disguise."

"Is she coming to Florida with you guys?"

"Yeah, my mum wants to come a couple days before everyone else so I can spend time with her."

"That's nice," I saw I was approaching my school, "I'm almost at school I'll talk to you later, bye."

"Bye Ashley" he smiled. I ended the call.

I walked through the school gates and was immediately greeted by my boyfriend and his group of friends. He smiled and engulfed me in a hug. I gave him a quick kiss and pulled away.

"Hey beautiful, I had a great time the other night, perhaps I could come over for round two tonight" he smirked. I looked at him then back at his group of friends that were quite clearly listening to our conversation. Ryan noticed. "Babe, they know all about it."

"Whatever, um, I'm going to go find Vanessa and Riley." I pulled away from his hold and walked away. What he said really grossed me out to be honest. I walked into the school halls and through to my locker. I got my books for my first lesson and put last nights homework in its designated folder.

"Hey Ashley!" I turned around to find Riley walking towards me with a smile plastered on her vibrant pink lips.

"Hey Riley" I smiled back, slamming my locker door shut.

"How's it going?" We began walking to Vanessa's locker.

"Alright, yeah. How was your weekend?"

"Great! My mum and dad got me a puppy!" She smiled.

Honestly, Riley is way too bubbly for me. She is one of my closest friends but outside of school I don't really hang out with her.

"What did you do on the weekend?" 

"The usual, Vanessa and I broke into Siennas house and set up some pranks."

"What did she do?"

"Everything" I answered simply.

We met up with Vanessa and began to walk to our classes. I had Maths on my own. When we approached my classroom, I said goodbye and entered. I took a seat in the back and pulled out my journal. I was early as usual and sat alone in the completely empty room.

I started sketching a rough picture. It was of clouds looking down at a city. A young girl sat among the fluffy white cloud and looked down at what she once saw as 'home'. At least, that's my interpretation of it.

I was interrupted by the teacher walking in.

"Morning Ashley, early once again."

"Morning Mr Paik."

I continued to draw but was once again interrupted by a text message. It was from Zach.

Z: Have a great day at school beautiful :)

I smiled down at my phone screen, the bell rang and students started rushing in. I couldn't keep the smile off my face for the entire day.

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I walked into my living room, my father was watching the news.

"Hey dad" I spoke quietly, hoping he would care to greet me.

"What do you want?" he spat coldly, not even looking towards me.

"I just wanted to see how your weekend was...sorry."

"Oh yeah, it was great. Why the fuck did I have to come back to this shithole. Now go to your room and stay up there."

I started to walk away but turned back around.

"I know you don't care about me but...I love you" I trailed off, scared.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM" he yelled louder, standing up from his seat and making eye contact for the first time.

I ran up to my room crying and slammed my door shut. I threw my school bag against the wall and collapsed onto my bed. I wiped my tears away, not letting another slip from my eye. My phone vibrated in my pocket.

Ryan: I'm sorry did I do something wrong today baby? Please come over, I love you, let me apologise

A: Ok, I'll be over in a few minutes.

I quickly changed into a black singlet, white shorts and black converse. I pulled my denim jacket on over top and climbed out my window with just my phone. I walked all the way over to Ryan's house which took roughly 15 minutes. I stood by the front door and rang the door bell. Ryan answered with only shorts on.

"Hey gorgeous" he smirked, he grabbed my hand and pulled me inside.

"Hey, so yeah um about today. I sort of just found it a bit weird that-" I was cut off mid sentence by Ryan smashing his lips against mine. He pushed me down on his couch and began to grind on me. I pushed him off.

"What the hell?!" I tried desperately to stand up but he pinned me down. He grabbed something from behind and I heard a weird sound. He turned back around with a piece of duct tape in hand.

"Stop!" I screamed before he taped over my mouth and around my wrists.

He lent back down and sucked on my jawline, slowly going down to my neck. He looked me in the eyes coldly before forcefully ripping my shirt and shorts off. He slowly undressed me, all the while I tried to scream for help.

"Baby girl you look beautiful undressed. Trust me you'll have a great time. Oh, sorry about the tape by the way. Kinda thought you were going to be a bit stubborn about this."

He then continued to unclip my bra and pull off my underwear.

I can not describe how weak I felt in that moment, unable to have control over what I want.