CONFUSED

FANTASY

I had no idea of the feeling that I had for him. I just knew that he had high expectations of his ideal girl and that could never be me.

It just happened one day that ,a girl had joined new. My school friend accompanied me to the class that day.
I just didn't have any good feeling about her because she just carried some kind of mysterious and fake face behind that fair complexion.

But, Mr Handsome of my class fell in love with that very girl who I felt was fake in the way she was talking. The funniest part happened to be that I became their friend and we people joined the same college and the bond was getting stronger.

I became that friend who always wanted them to be together, happy and be that "PERFECT COUPLE". As time passed my opinion about her changed and I felt she was his ideal girl.

But you never know that real person inside of anybody and I happen to know even that about her. I never judged her because it wasn't right as a Friend. But there were questions that popped up for me but I couldn't just express.

I never could sort the feeling that i had on him and I knew it was cheap thing and I felt Ill about myself. I thought I was playing around with the fantasy thing on my mind.

I was always a person who respected others opinion but something wasn't right between them.
Fantasy was it ?? I didn't know but that's where they were hitting at. They were very close in their happy times but things started changing. Her opinions were getting off track and the perfect couple as I named them lost that spark.

They had a terrible break up and it was just helpless. He tried a lot to get back but it wasn't just happening. She was his first love and he was just so broken.

The twist is that I happen to meet one of my cousin on his  brother's wedding after a long time. I was telling about him to my friends, my birthday was nearing and out of nowhere she started a conversation with him and made him wish me on my birthday.

He started to hit on her and I just warned him a lot of time but ,she was committed with him already. It just happened to be big shock to me and she lied to me. I just couldn't believe. I never wanted to talk to her in my life ,I just hate liers.

But on the other side Mr Handsome and me were becoming close friends. I knew he never liked me before because I was close with her and he never liked it. But there were times when they embarrassed me and I felt used. :\

Was there more to come by I just went with the flow and I couldn't keep track of what was happening.

In a world where evil starts building up ,fantasy played a big part..