Your Forever Is All That I Need - A Kellic FanFic

Chapter 6 - If You Can't Hang, There's The Door Baby

****VIC'S POV****

"Jaime...Jaime quit it. Please. I have.. I hav-- OH!" Jaime quickly kisses me as i try to fight back. Is there a use? Don't think like that. You have Kellin now. I continue trying to fight him off unsuccessfully, and didn't notice the door opening and closing. 

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!" I finally detach from Jaime's hulk grip and stare at the black haired boy behind me. 

"I...Kellin I swear to god it was Jaime! Fuck. Please Kellin!" My feeble attempt to find words is hopeless. He left the bus faster than lightning and I'm here still trying to convince him it wasnt what he saw. Fucking christ man get up. Get up! Go find him!

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Three hours of walking around and nothing. Nada. No raven haired boy in too-tight skinny jeans. What have I done? Where haven't I looked? Just then Mike comes up along with most of the search party.

"Hey man. Couldn't find him?" Mike asks. Sometimes I can't help but think HE'S the older brother.

There wasn't much I could do or say other than shake my head. I just...dropped. Straight to the floor. What am I going to do? If only I can explain this to him...

"Well keep your head up. Katelynne said she might have found him about an hour ago." 

"What is she saying now?"

"No sign of her. She said she might have found him and then dissapeared."

After Mike said disapeared I heard Tony say "Poof" way in the back of the group.

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"Vic! Vic come back!" I hear a chorus say behind me. I have to find Kellin. I have to find him before she does. All they know was that Kellin was 'spotted' on Jensen Street and that Katelynne was going to go get him. I can't let that happen. I can not let that happen. Katelynne has been trying to get in his pants since day one. Depending on the state of mind Kellins in....no. He wouldn't. He loves you remember? He will understand he probably thought it through. He will wait to hear you out.

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I turn on Jensen Street and look for a place Katelynne would take him. They have to be here. They just have to. I'm nearly by the end of the street when I see it. A mostly deserted bar. Bingo...

****KELLIN POV****

"FUCKING CHRIST" I scream as I walk into a desolate, stranded bar. I hope I lost Katelynne in a crowd back on the street. I throw myself onto a bar stool and order a couple shots of vodka. This should do the trick. Soon after my 4th shot I see Katelynne coming towards me... all three of her. 

"There you are! Why would you run off? Is that vodka? How many have you had?"

I slur but I think I managed to say the number four. I drink a few more and I see that Katelynne just adopted a mischevious grin and comes up close to me. Soon she was kissing on my neck and before I could protest I felt her hand in my pants. Somehow we ended up in a booth in the darkest part in the back and I was on top of her. Our hips were moving in time and I never noticed the bar tender had left. 

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I wake up to shouting voices. When did I fall asleep? Where am I? What happened? My memories rushed back to me and I start to cry. The voices stop and soon I'm surrounded by people. I see Katelynne, Mike, Tony, Jesse, Gabe and Justin with all incredulous looks. And then I see him. Vic with swollen eyes and his hair sticking to his skin from sweat. The pounding in my head wants everyone to go away but before I could say, Vic comes up to the front. 

"Why?" I hear his whisper barely audible.

"Why? WHY? You are asking me why? I saw you with--with-- You and fucking Jaime were sucking face and you dare ask me why? You are a fucking asshole! Get away from me! Everyone leave!"

"I'm not leaving. I can explain. I was being held down by a mildly drunk Jaime. We were all looking for you for hours, and I ran in here and saw you-- I saw you on top of that fucking bitch! You got shitfaced and you fucked her! Do you care at all? At least I was FIGHTING Jaime! You were the one fucking doing it!" his voice came into my ears like bullets and shards of glass. I saw him go and sit at he bar and stare straight ahead. Was he crying?

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****VIC POV****

Its been three days since the bar insident. I'm still not talking to Kellin and it shows in our performances. He usually bounces around stage laughing with a sparkle in his eyes. Now they are eerily glazed and he barely moves his feet. He shouldn't act this way... It's his fault. Is it? 

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One whole week after the bar and things are getting childish. Jack is our mesanger considering Kellin refuses to speak or listen to me. Everything he has to say is more of the same. Kellin saying hurtful things; apologising; and Jack giving apologetic glaces everytime our eyes meet.

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Kellin finally says he wants to talk to me in person.... two weeks after the bar. Shouldn't I be the one holding the grudge? Tonight after our show we are suppose to go on a walk and clear things up. 

Sleeping With Sirens are doing their act and Kellin seems to be doing better. More pep in his step. Soon though their last song comes on and everyone scrambles to change the sets. I'm doing a vocal warm up in the bathroom when I feel arms around me. Confused I look around see Jaime giving me a wicked grin. I Try to break free but he is so much stronger than me. "Jaime. Get off its not fucking funny man." I struggle and all he does is hold me tighter. He tries to pull me in for a kiss and I fight as hard as I can. He's about to press his lips on mine when I see an arm fly across my face and suddenly the bassist is on the ground. I look from Kellin to an unconsious Jaime with severe confusion. Soon my brain puts two and two together and I realised what happened. Kellin saw this. He punched Jaime. 

****KELLIN POV****

I practically prance up to Vic and kiss him with everything I have. "I'm so sorry. I am so sorry I've been acting so stupid and childish and I'm such a dick I'm so sorry I love you please forgive me." I hug him the tightest I can when I hear a noise escape the boy in my arms. I loosen up and I hear him give a slight gasp. "I couldn't breath. I love you too. And you are a dick and that's okay because I love you Kellin." He says the words I've been wanting to hear and then Jesse comes in screaming "ONE MINUTE WARNING VICTOR FUCKING FUENTES GET YOUR ASS OUT THERE AND ON STAGE."

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I'm waiting behind the venue and it's 2am. Vic was suppose to meet me here but he is no where in site. I start to slide down the wall and huddle in a ball for warmth. I'm checking my tweets from fans when I feel a pair of lips on top of my head. I shoot my head upward and I see Vic...Holding his nose. 

"Are you okay oh shit Vic im so sorry!"

"im fine! Do you have a napkin?" I hear him chuckle but im still worried. 

We walk hand in hand talking about what has happened. Unfortunately my ignorance and silence costed us most of the tour. 3 more shows and we are done until Warped. 

"What happens after this tour?" We said almost in unison. 

"For me its Back to San Diego and you go all the way to Michigan..." Vic says barely above a whisper. 

"well... We can visit each other. Or have a middle house."

"Oh yeah because Kansas is a GREAT place to be."

"We will figure it out. It will be okay. I promise." I kiss his cheek and the rest of our moonlit walk was in comfortable silence.