Your Forever Is All That I Need - A Kellic FanFic

Chapter 8 - Can't Promise That Things Won't Be Broken

**** VIC'S POV****

I wake to the sound of banging on the bathroom door. I'm lying on the bathroom floor realizing that Kellin has gotten up and situated himself in the shower, hugging his knees to his chest. I get up to open the door but he grabs me by my wrist. I turn to look at him and see his terrified tear streaked face. I sit down next to him and take his soft, shaking hands in mine.

"why can't I open that door? Is it her?" I see his eyes widen when I imply Katelynne is on the other side of the thin bathroom door. He roughly shakes his head and sniffles.

"Its Jack. I just don't want to go out there. Not yet. I.... I can't." I nod and walk up to the door.

"Hey Jack just go on my bus!" I holler to the impatient boy on the other side.

"Whoa Vic's in there too? Should I be picking out names for my god child now or after your sword fight?" I hear him release a slight chuckle,before hearing a thumping sound.

"Whoa what the fuck was that for Jess?" was the last thing I hear escape his mouth before Jesse and Jack get into an argument further down the bus.

I turn to find Kellin quietly crying into the comforter he had moved into the tub. I climb into the small space left and trytocomforthim the best I could.

"shhh Kells it's okay? Jack didn't know what he was saying. He was a making a bad joke. It's okay."

"see... That's the thing. It's not. Jack cracks jokes like a moron, and he doesn't even think to help. I get stepped on, and looked over, and manipulated and almost never once cared for. I'm done. I'm so tired of it. I just want to sleep forever."

I hold him in my arms as sobs wrack his body yet again.

****KELLIN POV****

I cry into Vic's shoulder and and my fingers through his long, silky hair. Stop this Kellin. Don't be such a girl. Get over yourself. Grow some balls... You're pathetic. No. I can't think like that either. I need to get up. I have to get up..

My foot slips and I succumb to the ground of the tub yet again. Vic wipes the remaining tears from my face and helps me up. At least I have him.

"th..thank you Vic. I don't know what I'd do without you."

"of course Kells. You'll never have to find out, either. I'll always be here."

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Vic, Tony and I sit on the PTV bus and play Mario Kart to get my mind off of things. Mike walks in and puts his hand on my shoulder.

"you think you're ready for a show tonight man?" he says, worriedly.

"as ready as I'll ever be, I suppose. " I look down to the controller in my hand.

"you know you can sit out for this one, right?" as much as I love entertaining that thought, in the end I know I can't. the fans need me, and I need to keep myself distracted. I shake my head a small no. He nods his head and retreats to his bunk.

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"Kells. Psst Kellin wake up. We have 15 minutes till show time. Get up sleepy." I rub my eyes as a headphoned Vic bends over me and kisses my cheek. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down for another kiss. He gladly delivers, and tries to pull away. I keep my arms firmly around his neck and give him a pouty face. He chuckles - knowing he is defeated - and climbs on the couch swinging his legup and around me. Once in a straddling position, he lowers for a kiss. I move one of my hands into his hair as I feel him deepening the kiss. I feel his tongue slowly slide across my bottom lip and allow him access with a small moan. I wrap my legs around his torso and bring his body closer to mine. He starts to grind on me, pushing me back onto the couch when I moan yet again. That's when I hear a cough somewhere near the bus door.

"muchachoooooooss less than 10 minutes till Kellin's on. Um.... Yeah okay bye now.." Jaime swiftly exits with a dejected look in his eyes. Vic climbs off of me, and lends me a hand to get up. He takes off his headphones and places them over my eyes with a chuckle.

"Here. Warm up, I'll be waiting in the venue."

"Oh but I'm already warm" I say with a wink. He giggles and leaves me with a quick peck on the cheek.

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"do you know how incredibly hot you look on stage?" Vic whispers in my ear why going for a hug, his hands landing on my ass.

"eewwwww don't touch me I'm all sweaty and grosssss." I say as I playfully wriggle out of his grasp.

"oh come on, you have me going from earlier. I'm not done with you yet. I--" he was cut off by a stage hand telling him it's time on stage. I give his ass a quick slap as he goes on. He turns back and looks at me with a fire in his eyes.

****important authors note

Sorry this took so long chickies. Hopefully I'll update again tonight. In the past week my computer broke, my phone broke, and someone stole my iPod so all I have to update with is an old dinasaur pay as you go phone. Hang in there with me loves. Thank you to a certain special reader, iwritefanfics13. Thank you for wishing me well. It means a lot <3