The following morning i was thinking to myself shall i confess my feelings to shelly or wait till she confesses hers to me?..
and there i was in bed looking at the walls contiously thinking and thinking after i looked over to shelly that was comfortably laying there on my chest with my arm around her and i was looking at her beautiful face waiting until she wakes up.
at this time i was thinking about my mother too she hasnt been talking as much lately shes always been out nearly every night and its starting to worry me alot lately maybe i should lay abit more low on this shelly thing at the moment and focus on my mother see if we can connect again like we used to.
anyway my sister is coming back from our dads to stay for the week and weekend i cant wait for her to tell me all her gossip ;D and i cant wait to tell her all mine, shes the only girl in my life i can talk to about anything ive always trusted her and always had faith in the women shes always been here for me every step of the way, gosh i love that girl.
after alot of thought shelly woke up she rubbed her eyes in such a cute way, she had noticed i was up and she new she was still lying on me she turned around sat up and looked at me i sat up and looked at her.
she smiled, i smiled back she said happerly 'morning kara' i said 'morning you' we both grinned and we both got our clothes on and went down stairs for our breakfast i called my mum but there was no answer, so after my breakfast i went to check in her room there was no note her bed was already made looked like no one had slept in it. made me worry even more each time, and my head was filled with all these things my head was about to explode with fire. i dont know what to do anymore.
walked into my bedroom tidyed my bedroom and did my hair and make up grabbed my phone and i had 1 missed phone call and 4 text messages. the missed phone call was off my little sister and the text messages were off my little sister my father and some old school mates.
so i called my sister back and there was no answer i thought thats strange she always has her phone on her and i texted her back, still thats strange and i texted my father back and he texted back saying my little sister was still asleep, and i asked him if he has heard of mum he said not at all. i was so stressed and then i heard shelly come up the stairs knocking on my bedroom door i said come in dont have to know you know hehe she said i know but im just used to being nice she giggled and i smiled and i texted my mum there was no answer and i called her and it said her phone was off now that really bugged me alot. started to give up on this women i sighed and shelly said ay dont get all stressed im sure shes either working or shopping and she pulled me onto her and she cuddled me i didnt bother cuddling her back i was too confused with her enough as it was. as i was worried stressed and feeling alittle bit angry i asked her if i could go for a walk in te woods, she said yeah sure i got my trainers on and sun shades and walked down stairs as i got to the door i turned around to say bye to her but she was right behind me ready to go with me i sighed and said look im not being mean i ment i wanted to be alone walking through the woods sorry she looked into my eyes with tiers i thought gosh she has some talking to do considing im on going for a fucking walk.. i said look i just need to be alone okay ill be back in a couple of mins i promise she said sadly you promise? i said yes of corse she sadly walked away and turned the telly on, i walked out the door and headed to the woods to think through all my thoughts and to realse all my angry and everything else i felt.
Hey guys, havent updated in ages i know im sorry, but i promise im trying my best to, so i will and the next chapter will get frisky because there ganna talk about there feelings for each other so keep reading the story it gets better i promise.
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