Beyond the Lights (emison)

Chapter 46

emily pov

when kendall pulled away i was in shock.

utter shock.

i felt her love in that kiss.

it's like she was talking to me through a kiss.

she loves me...

when i looked at her she had red cheeks and teary eyes.

"i-i'm sorry emily....i uh...i gotta...i should go." she stood up and ran upstairs into her room and closed the door.

i looked at everyone who looked just as shocked as me except for alison.

"alison...a word please?" i asked nervously and she nodded.

we walked into a different room and i shut the door.

"why wouldn't you tell me kendall is in love with me?" i asked.

she dropped her jaw, "how did you-"

"alison don't be stupid. i felt that kiss. she is in love with me. why didn't kendall tell me?"

"god emily because she is scared! you're with ariana and she is scared to lose you if you turn her down." alison said and sighed.

i licked my lips and looked at my feet.

"i need to talk to her." i said and walked away from alison and upstairs.

i walked to her door and took a deep breath.

i know what i feel. i know what i want to do.

i walked inside her room and she shot her head to me, "emily look i am so sorry about what happened i swear i didn't mean to-" 

i cut her off by smashing my lips to kendall's.

her hot tears fell onto my cheeks and i felt that she was caught by surprised.

she eventually loosened up and i cupped her cheeks with my hands and pulled away.

her eyes were confused but passionate.

i smiled softly and stroked her cheek with my thumb, "i love you too." i whispered.

she furrowed her eyebrows, "but ari-" i kissed her again and she pushed back until i pulled away, "there is no ariana. not compared to you."

she smiled through her tears and i grinned.

"really?"

"yes. it's been happening for a while now. i've been catching these feelings for you."

she looked so happy right in this moment and i swear, that made me happy.

i spoke again and said, "i need to get home for pepe but i will see you tomorrow. promise." i said and kissed her cheek.

she nodded and whispered, "bye."

"bye ken."

i kissed her lips one more time before leaving.

"hey! i was wondering if i could stay over tonight? hanna and caleb texted me...they want 'alone time'."

i laughed at alison and nodded, "let's go."

we got home and i smiled at a tired looking pepe.

but when he saw alison he jumped up, excited as hell and attacked alison with kisses.

"i missed you too peps!" she shouted and giggled.

i chuckled and watched as team pelison reunited.