Beyond the Lights (emison)

Chapter 78

emily pov

when i woke up the next morning i smelt something delicious.

i furrowed my eyebrows in curiosity and walked downstairs to find alison making my favorite. french toast.

she put it on the table and i raised an eyebrow, "what are you doing? you should be in bed. that's why, my dear, they call it "bed rest"."

she smiled smugly and put her hands around my neck, "the doctor said take it easy. that doesn't mean that i have to spend every waking hour in bed." 

i scrunched my face up, "ummm. yes you do."

she sighed and blew her hair out of her face, "so does this mean that you're not going to give me a ride to the studio?"

"um yeah no, you're not going to the studio, and i put a code on the lock to the home studio." she groaned and swayed us back and forth.

"look, and i'mt he one with the car, and i'm not driving you anywhere.end of discussion." i whispered the last sentence and kissed her nose.

she giggled, "speaking of...you have any chance to check on the ferrari yet?"

her eyes filled with hope when she talked about the first car she ever got when she got her licence. we drove in that car a lot. had backseat of the car sex...i know how much it means to her. she loves that damned car.

"yeah...about that..."

"how bad?" she asked.

"well i..." i sighed and put my hands on the sides of her arms, "we can get another one okay?"

"it was just a car al. that's all." i said lightly.

she sat down at a table and her eyes wandered around, "it was the ferrari...my ferrari. my very first car..."

alison pov

there was a knock on the door and emily said, "that's cara. got to go. kendall is here too. spend some time with her. i know you haven't seen much of her. you both need each other right now." she placed a kiss against my forehead and walked outside with cara who waved a small hello.

when kendall walked in she shut the door and i moved myself to the living room couch.

"hey dilaurentis, AL."

i chuckled, "hey jenner. KN."

she took a deep breath and observed me. "relax. i'm fine."

i patted the spot next to me and she sat down, taking her shoes off and her bag was put on the coffee table.

"but i guess that should really be for you considering you look like a wreck. what's on your mind kenny bear?" i asked as i played with her hair.

she sighed and looked at her hands, "you."

i put my hands on my lap and stared at her, "you need to stop worrying babes. i'm okay."

"you always say that. please. i just want you to be honest with me alison. what are you really feeling?"

her eyes were dead serious, pleading a straight, truthful answer and my lips quivered. "i'm scared." was all i could muster out. my eyes started tearing up again and kendall's did as well. 

"me too. i don't want to lose my best friend." she said and hugged me.

i sniffled and kissed her cheek, "i don't want that either."

"please. don't leave me." she begged, sobbing now.

"i won't. okay? i promise. i love you too much to ever leave you KNJ."