Shawn's POV~
Two years. Two whole years and I think I am almost over her. For a long time she was all I would think about.
Every second of everyday of every week of every month she would be on my mind.
I could see her piercing blue eyes staring at me in my head.
Her long wavy brown hair blowing in the wind as she stuck her head out of the car window when our song comes on.
I could still remember the warm embrace of her hugs.
But that had been replaced with the cold feeling of loneliness.
Alone. I had no one. Day after day I just sat at home thinking about her writing songs about her.
That was the thing that could take my mind of her. Music.
I've released a new album called Handwritten (Revisited). Ever since she left my music career has taken off. I remember the day I got a tweet from one of my fans telling me I was top of the Spotify 'Today's Top Hits'.
It's the most amazing feeling when people notice you in the streets but without Maya none of this would of happened.
Without her I never would of had the confidence to be singing in front of all these big crowds.
She would always be there to boost my confidence and tell me I was good enough to do whatever I wanted.
I often wonder where Maya is right now.
Does she miss me?
Does she think of me when she's by herself?
Does she think of all the memories we made together when she feels lonely?
Maybe she misses me as much as I missed her
But now I think I'm almost over her. I met a new girl at a party last weekend and I'm meeting her again tomorrow.
I guess she's no Maya but there's something special about her.
I know that one day I will see Maya again but now, she's not the only thing on my mind.
A/N
I know this probably sucked so bad but it was like 1am when in wrote this. By the way I am from England so if I spell anything different from how you would just remember I'm from the UK. For example is the US you say favorite but I the UK it is spelt favourite.
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memories {s.m}
Fiksyen Peminatin which a girl finds a book of memories shared with her ex - boyfriend shawn and maya were in love. they thought they would be together forever. until shawn became an internet sensation and everything changed.
