All the time I get pissed off or even sad enough I cry. I want to commit suicide but I know it's not the right way to go... but ever since the charges, I have been suicidal even more then I have been. I lost eighty percent of my friends and no one really trusts me anymore. Just because some girls lied about me raping them. I have been threatened and harrassed, nothing really bad has happened yet. Key word... yet!!!!!! But I moved to the east campus so I won't
Have anymore drama, and so far it worked i have been getting better grades and friends that understand me, they also dont judge me for my past. But I get smoke weed alot of the time so im either high before school, on my way to kctc, or on my way back from kctc. I love getting high, because I feel like I could be myself that no one knows about me.
