This year so far went from shitty to great to ok because I got drunk new years and did something I regret. But the great part of it is that I am with my dream girl and I love her so much. Yesterday the first girl that lied texted me and I was just starting to feel normal again... when she texted me I became depressed again, my cousin even seen my smile go away and almost see me burst into tears in front of him because of everything that has happened to me. I really hope this doesn't ruin the relationship that I have been dreaming about for years because I really do love my dream girl and she loves me for me.
