Personal Therian Diary

Quick Vent

No therian stuff here so if you aren't interested in my day to day life and my struggles see you later ;P

Basically, my 'girlfriend', let's call her that because to me, we were pretty much an item even if it was skinny love and we never really admitted it to each other, well she left me very suddenly. She lives in the USA and it's a long distance relationship and she hasn't really explained to me what she is doing or where she is but I haven't heard from her in a few weeks now.

I'm really struggling and I just need her back. Only two people at my school know I'm bisexual but neither of them understand because they've never had relationships so they've never been dumped and even if I haven't been 'dumped' so to speak, I just wish she'd talk to me again.

Was it something I did? I really don't know but what I know now is that I love her so much more than I realised and it's actually a crippling pain.

Wolves mate for life and being one myself, I strongly follow theat concept. I know I could move on from this pain but I'm like a lost puppy waiting for its owner. I need her to survive and I just wish she'd come back.

Any tips for coping with this kind of thing?

'Cos otherwise it's going to ruin my Christmas..