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Chapter Four

Chapter 4

It's been a week since the argument me and Blake had at my house, I thought it would be best to leave him along for a little bit. But we still have that stupid art project to finish. I tried to do some on my own but we need to work together or we won't get a good enough grade.

The whole week has been hell I have tried to stay away from Blake but he would give me angry glares every time I saw him around the school, but what do I expect he hates me, he told me that him self. My heart clenches painfully at the thought of that memory, I never knew that some one saying them three little words could bring my world crashing down around me.

It is now Wednesday and I was walking up to the school gate, I was a little earlier than I normally was, as I haven't been able too sleep very much in the past week. I was waiting in the usual spot for Abby and Lorna. I turn too look at the school gate and see Blake walking toward the school doors, This is my best chance to talk to him before he meets up with his beady friend Oliver.

"Hey Blake, How are you" I said smiling shyly at him, I know I'm the last person he wants to talk to but I have too try. He doesn't reply or look my way he just grunts and carries on walking. I sigh realising that he isn't going to forgive me and time soon, so i run to catch up with him.

"Hey, I really did mean what I said at my house, I promise things will be different, just give me a chance" tears well up in my eyes as I say the last part to his back as he is still walking away, not saying a word.

"Please" I nearly whisper, I know he heard me as he stopped walking and turned to look at me. His eyes held a hint of shock as his eyes connected with mine, but I was soon gone and replace with anger.

"I mean't what I said too Rachel, just leave me alone, I don't want your apologies, I'm done!" He finally replied as he turned and walked back towards the school.

"Hey Rach, you okay you look upset" Abby says to me as she stands I. The space that Blake stood In five minutes ago, I sigh and shake my head not trusting my voice.

"Hey hey, don't cry babe it's okay" Abby hugs me close as I start to cry heavily. I just feel like the worst person in the world. The one I love hates me and there is nothing I can do about it.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Abby asked, as I pulled away from her as I start to calm down and stop crying.

"No not really come on let's go to lesson" she smiles at me and links arms with me as we walk in to class we have business first, I don't mind it but Blake's In this class so I'm not as existed as I normal am.

We walk in and take our assigned seats, I see that most of the students are already here, but there is no sign of Blake or the teacher is not here.

A few minutes later Blake walks in a takes his seat 1 row in front of me. Realising that he doesn't want to actually talk, I pull out a piece of scrap paper and write a note.

'I really am sorry, I hope I can make it up to you some how and we could be friends?

Rachel xox'

I fold the paper up and pass the note to the boy in front of me and ask him to give it to Blake.

I watch as he unfolds that paper and read it and see that he is replying, I smile happily to my self as the boy in front passes me back the not

'Leave me alone I don't want to be friends'

My smile immediately turns I to a frown as I read his reply. Glaring at the back of his head I realise that I have a lot of making up too do. I know that it's been a horrible thing that I have done too him.

Also Lying to everyone has make him a loner only having one Friend. It's been selfish of me wanting him for my self and knowing that all along he has been a normal, cool even boy and I ruined his whole school life.

I know what I have too do, I have to prove that I am worth his time. I have to make a plan and I need to do it fast as I can not lose him. I won't lose him.

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