Him

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

I left it a day I didn't want to prolong my apology to long, also it was killing me knowing what is was going to do today but I had to get it over and done.

The Blake could like a happy life without me.

So here I am standing outside his house about to knock on his door. I stood there for about 5 minutes before I could build up enough courage to knock, a few seconds later Blake himself opened the door, as soon he saw me he had a glare on his beautiful face.

"Look I know you don't want to see me but I have to say this too you. I'm Sorry, sorry for everything, every name I have called you, every lie I told people about you, every time I would trip you an make people laugh at you.

I am truly sorry. I really did think that we could be friend, but I guess not, I'm to selfish for that." I said pleading that he won't slam the door in my face.

"I just don't understand why, why me, why not anyone else?" He asks me, sounding aggravated.

"Truthfully Blake, it's because I have been in love with you since the first time is saw you" I sign " i didn't tell you because I was scared. Scared about the feeling I have for you and the way you made me feel. I am so in love with you, when I am in the same room as you I just can't think straight it's like you have a power over me without knowing. I would push everyone away from you because if I could have you nobody could, that's when the bullying started. It wasn't easy I hated every minutes of it, seeing your first and only love say they hate you and actually seeing the hate in your eyes every time you looked at me, it broke my heart every day. but I have realise now that you are right I am a terrible person, I become jealous of Anna as she was closer to you than I could every dream of. I have realised I don't deserve you, even if you did like me back, I don't deserve happiness. So I have realised I am going to leave you along from now on to be happy, if that's with Amba or someone else it's none of my business is will be out if your life. So this is they last time we will speck i will stop trying to be your friend as its just hurting us both. Plus after we leave school you won't have too see me at all so you can be truly happy. So I guess this is goodbye, I'm sor-" I was cut if my some one else speaking.

"Who is that Blake, your missing the

Movie - oh it's you" Amba said with an angry expressions her face.

"Oh, hi Amba, I'm just leaving now" I look at Blake who is just standing there wide eyed and his mouth in a small 'o' shape staring straight at me.I lean forward to give Blake a hug, expecting him to move, when he doesn't I wrap my arms around him and sigh, as the tears I have been holding in starting to fall.

"I will always love you" I pull my arms away and lean up and give him a kiss on the check.

"Bye Blake" then I turn and walk down his front path to leave, not dare looking back as I couldn't be able to deal with the sight of Amba and Blake as my heart has already been broken into a million pieces at least Blake will be happy now.