Aaliyah pov
I walk in the house to devin sleeping. I walk past him trying my hardest not to wake him up.I run up the stairs into our room and lock the door ,I flop down on the bed and let out a long sigh. As I think about all the bullshit me and Devin have been through. We have been together for two years and I have not been happy. I meet devin though my cousin tyler I was 16 we started off friends and everything was good till we started dating he started drinking ,smoking and clubbing. Now I'm stuck with him and every time i try to leave him he yells and beats me. I come out of my thoughts as I get up and walk over to my body length mirror I take along look at my self. I'm a brown skin complexion,medium height. I have light brown eyes with long lashes. I also have a set of full lips that I love my body is yesss God popping I'm thick with a nice ass and perfect boobs. And if I must say I'm killing this pixie cut. I'm brought out of my moment as I hear banging and twisting of the door knob to the room. I roll my eyes and slowly walk over to the door hold up damn devin I yell out .I put on a fake smile as if I'm happy to see the man I'm greeted with,hey baby I fakley say right before I'm greeted with a sharp slap across my face I look at him with teary eyes "what the fuck Devin " "wtf I tell yo ass bout locking fucking doors aaliyah next time I'm go beat you ass" he yells right before he shuts the door. I lay on the floor crying asking God what did I do to deserve this type of love. My mother sold me for drugs she never loved me ,my father beat me he never loved me no has , I cry harder as I ball up. Is it to much to ask for I just want to be wanted, needed cared for and important .why does everyone treat me like shit. Only one person loves me and that's my cousin Tyler I climbed into bed, I'm thinking as I look at the ceiling I breath out as I say I just want desired love.
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Desired Love
RandomAalliyah never really had love before , she never knew what love was . but all that is about to change when she has a run in with mister Alsina .... or is it