AGAIN ||Harry Styles||

*chapter 27*

•Harry's perspective•

I took Gwen, I took her and it felt so good. And we didn't argue.
The last couple of days have been like heaven, we have kissed and had sex several times and it felt great, the fact I never thought I could do this with her has surprised me, I have fallen so far in love with her I could not return even if I wanted to. And I feel she has feelings towards me too... or is she pretending?
Is she leading me to believe that she's in love with me so she can run away?
She's leading me on, she would too! She hated me and then suddenly she began kissing me and being nicer and she's a fake.
That bitch! I need to talk to her, I don't have feelings I recall... I'm a monster inner eyes and always will be.

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"Hey Harry." Gwen smiles at me, I roll my eyes. She frowns.
"I have come to realisation Gwen, you're a fake bitch! I should have forgotten about the feelings I had for you in your last lives, you changed. Your only pretending so you can runaway!" I yell.
She changes her expression and her eyebrows furrow together.
"How dare you Harry! I admit that was what I originally was doing but I changed! I-I love you Harry..." She begins to cry,
"I love you Harry and I get that you're angry but I promise I won't runaway! I don't want to," she puts her face in her hands.
"You're acting, maybe you should have been an actress, you fooled me." I say lowly, she shakes her head and groans.
"Are you kidding me?! If I wanted to runaway I wouldn't have slept with you this many times! I would not have let you in that shower with me and trace your tattoos, I would not have kissed you the way I did! That was real Harry!-" I cut her off, angered.
"No it wasn't, I don't believe you. From now on I only help you, I do not expect you to talk to me nor touch me unless we are in training." I say before leaving.
"Goodbye Gwen, I'm going to check on the boys. If you try to leave I will find you and there will be consequences."
She stares at me in disbelief.

•Gwen's Perspective•

What on earth has made him think that I do not care about him?
What did I do?
It's ridiculous that he thinks that I would do that now, after all this time I've spent with him, she thinks all of what we had together was fake, he believes I want to runaway still! But I don't.
I want to stay with him.
I need to talk to Niall.

Harry had left ten minutes ago. So I walk into the kitchen where the home phone was.
A small book lay beside it with,
'Contacts' written on the front.
I flick through until I see Niall's name.
After dialling his number the phone rings, he picks up after a few.

"Ello," he says through the phone,
"Niall, it's Gwen,"
"Gwen? Gwen! ... How'd ya get me number? Or even call me?" I sigh,
"Does it matter? It's Harry's home phone and his contacts book. But that doesn't matter, I need to talk to you."
"Oh" he says into the phone, there's along pause.
"Like now, I need to talk to you Niall! Like face to face, so come ova!" I yell into the phone,
"Oh yes yes! I'll be over soon." I hang up and sigh.

He is so slow sometimes like fucking hell.

"Gwen?" I hear Niall zoom through the door.
"You alright?" I shake my head,
"I have to admit you were right, I have feelings towards Harry but he has come up with a thought that I don't, he thinks I still want to runaway. He has convinced himself that within a day Niall!" He nods and sighs,
"What am I meant to do? Gwen I am only a mate, he barely talks to me anymore. If there's one person that he trusts that would be Louis, but Louis has no self control so it would be dangerous to talk to him alone." I begin to shake with anger,
"What about Liam and Zayn? Niall I can't live in the same house with him when I have feelings for him and he hates me!-"
"That's what it was like for him Gwen! It hurts to taste your own medicine doesn't it! Your so selfish Gwen, you're not the same person I met all those times. He loved you and you called him a monster and made sure he knew that was how you saw him! And now you're upset because he's angry because you were using him which is one hundred percent true! You did use him and only recently developed feelings towards him!" He slams his hand on the kitchen bench.
"None of us can help you, I don't know why you called me Gwen. You're your own worst enemy." I begin to cry, I can't help it. I feel I have been pushed into a room by myself.
"Niall please." I beg but he shakes his head,
"The only person that can fix this is you, and I'd make it fast because once you prove you don't care by obeying him he will believe it and treat you like you never existed."