AGAIN ||Harry Styles||

*Chapter 15*

{unedited}

•Gwen's Perspective•

"Maybe if you are nice and kind to me I'd consider being nice to you, if you weren't such a bitch I would be kind and consider your thoughts and feelings before mine but I can't because you don't concider mine yet" he whined and sat down on the couch with his head in his hands.

I was 'owed' he did have a point, I was and am such a asshole towards him and I don't consider his needs and the fact he is still part human and he does indeed have feeings like any other being that walks on this crap earth.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled, not exactly wanting to admit that he was in-fact correct as I did not give a damm about his feeings... if he had any that is.

"why say sorry when I know you don't mean it?" he sighed as if he were tired. I looked down at him, his messy hair falling over his face.

"what if I said I meant it?" I ask. He simply shrugs and keeps his head down, not even shifting his body.

"I'm just tired of all this hate Gwen, all you do is hate me and you havn't even given me a chance to show you how much you mean to me. You mean the word to me, if you didn't I would have killed you as harsh as it sounds it is true. You woudn't be standing there looking as beautiful as you look. You would in your room on the ground lifeless or in the ground with your nicest black dress" His voice cracked at the end, making my heart crack.

"I'm not sure if what you said is meant to make me feel good or now" I forced a smile, hoping that it would ease the tension. But no I was sadly disappointed.

"I dont know" is all he says which slightly annoys me.

"I never wanted this Harry" I kneel infront of him.

"no one want to be a W- in this situation" he corrected himself. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"what?" I ask hoping he might say something more.

"nothing, I just said why would anyone want this as a life? I mean your stuck with vampires and a werewolf brother, A vampire hunting father and a shut off mother" he shrugs.

"my mother isnt shut off" I say, he just shrugs and opens his mouth to speak again.

"she is, she tells you stuff that is believable, but isnt nessisarily true... but I'm not saying she lies all the time I'm just saying she twists the truth simply" His answer wasn't what I wanted though.

"how exactly do you know this?" I attempt to sound nice. He shrugs.

"like I said, I know everything about you" I roll my eyes at him.

"really? how would you find out these things?" He smiles at me innocently.

"your family are always the same in every life, Your father is always a vampire hunter but he jsut never knows what I am, Your brother is always a werewolf, always the same age. Your always the same you, just small things change. Like your hair colour and eyes. But you always have that similar look about you" he says comfidently. I nodd slowly.

"What?" I snap. Trying to figure out what he just said. He quickly covered his mouth.

"What?" he acted dumb.
"You-you said I'm always the same, my family is always the same! And you have said...I pretty sure I remember you saying that I die... same age and... Will I die again?" my voice slightly shaking.

"I know I said that... it is true but this time it won't happen. I wont allow it. I'll protect you with all of me" he tries to hide the pain him voice with confidence but fails terribly.

"I can't say anything else, I said too much" he speeds off before I could argue.

"What do you mean?" I ask myself quietly.

"Is reincarnation real?...."

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