Dangerous

so many emotions

   “So is this just a visit or….” He trailed off scratching the back of his head. I giggled and hugged him.

   “It’s just a visit. So how’s life here?” I asked as we walked to an empty patch of grass. We laid down on the ground and looked up at the clouds drifting by.

   “It’s been very sunny.” He laughed. “So how did you get here? Episode or something else?” he looked at my face as I stared at the clouds.

   “Episode. But you know its fine because then I get to come visit you.” I smiled at him.

   “Well are you being safe any incidents then?” my smile disappeared.

   “Ty I’m fine” I sighed looking back at the clouds. I didn’t want to go back yet. I was fine just laying here with Ty. But I knew my time here was coming to an end.

   “I’m just worried about you love ok?” he asked I nodded. I gave him a hug.

    “I’m sorry this was a sort visit but I’m slipping away.” I could feel myself go.

    “I love you. And by the way I know you haven’t told Zayn and you need to. He deserves to know.” Everything got foggy and he started getting further and further away. And suddenly I was looking up into a brightly light room with several pairs of eyes looking down at me, my eyes still trying to focus.

   “O my god Sam what happened.” My big brother asked his eyes red and puffy. I looked over at the rest of the faces. Liam's and Louis looked sad but obviously holding it together being manly, standing to the right of the bed. I looked over towards the end of the bed to see Nate standing there. He looked worried but he was fine he’s seen this happen before. Then I saw Harry behind them sitting in a chair in the back of the room crying.

  “You would have to tell me.” I smiled up at my brother and chuckled. He smiled down at me.

  “None of us know. The doctors said you had some sort of an episode. All I know is you fainted and Harry caught you before you hit the ground.” Zayn said. I only had the thingy on my finger to keep trace of my heart rate I didn’t need the water bag because I was only going to be out for a little bit.

   I took the thing off my finger and stood up. I looked down noticing I was in a hospital gown. I frowned and pulled the top away from my chest and looked down then let go. I looked up.

   “Where are my clothes and who did this.” I pointed down at the night gown. Liam handed me my clothes.

   “The nurse did it don’t worry.” Louis said smirking. I hit him playfully and laughed walking into the bathroom and changing. When I walked out they were all standing by the door but Zayn.

   “Where did Zayn go?” I asked curiously setting the hospital gown nicely on the bed.

   “He went to go sign you out.” Said Nate opening the door.

   “I’ll be there in a second ok.” They nodded and started to leave. I grabbed Harry’s hand before he could walk out and I shut the door. He looked at me with teary, red, puffy eyes. I gave him a weak smile and pulled him over to the bed so we could sit.

    “Harry are you ok?” I asked hugging him. He frowned at me.

    “Sam what happened back at the gym?” He asked squeezing my hand a little.

    “Harry you heard the doctor I had an episode. You know what that is right?” he looked at me and held up his free hand palm facing the floor and tilted it side to side signaling he kind of knew.