Truths about my life and what will actually happen is what these are. Enjoy?
May 20th. Prom. I looked in the mirror thinking I look okay. The truth is I don't want to go. I wanted, I needed Harry to come with me, nobody understands hows much I need him.
I tried so hard, so long, #HayaStuschProm2016 was a failure just like I knew it would be. I let everyone get my hopes up just to get them shattered again. I thought silently to myself. Tears rolled slowly down my cheeks as I checked my phone one last time.
Yep, Harry isn't coming to prom with me. I was so heartbroken and upset, that I decided to do what's right for me: what I needed to do for myself. I decided then, looking into the mirror seeing a hurt, failure of a girl, myself, I decided to give up on everything. No #HayaStuschGraduation ,no #HayaStuschProm2017 , no more dreams, no more nothing.
I cried, upset about the truth. I knew it wasn't going to happen, but everyone told me otherwise. I had also decided to quit almost all my social media and gave up all my dreams, even of being a famous singer and actress to make sure I wouldn't be bruised as bad as I am now. I gave up Haya Stusch and our shipping completely. Harry would find someone, anyone, better than myself. I gave up, knowing and proving to myself however hard I try it will not get me anywhere. The end.
