Quotes/Poems About Life

Why cant it be like this?

I wish love was easy! But lets face it, it's not. It's fucking difficult. In a wat it's not fair.

Everyone somehow gets a fairy tale love story. Not me though! I get that I'm still young and there is a chance that ill find love when I'm older but why not now?!

All if my friends have found love and I find it not fair. I'm happy for them but I'm more jealous.

They ave this romantic love story or your typical story how they were friends since birth or he was the bad boy that fell for the good girl.

I've never had a friend since birth. No bad boy has ever fallen for me because somehow we always end up as just friends.

But then there's you. Your almost everything I could've asked for in a guy. You like my type of music, we like the same show, and you have this punk vibe coming off of you.

Your not a bad boy yet your not a good guy.

But there's a slight problem. We hate eachother. Why? Well I hate you because you've always been a jerk to me and your a jerk to me because apparently I was mean back in 6th grade.

I was mean to everyone! Why did I have to be nice to only you? I seriously don't understand and I always thought you kinda liked me but then I remember all the other pretty girls that have a better chance.

I don't like you or anything I'm just fucking pissed that I can't feel anything! I dont get nervous,no butterflies, no nothing.

I feel like its my fault I can't feel anything. I guess after ive been hurt I decided not to feel like that again so I somehow got rid if those feelings.

I wonder if I was nice if we would have a chance.

Probably not. Not everyone gets a fairy tale story. And in just going to hav to deal with that.

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Ok so this is not really a rant. It's more like a diary where I talk about my feelings and shut but oh well. Mabye someone else out there feels like they won't get there fairy tale ending.

So I know I said I'd post this 'tomarrow' yesterday but I went to the del mar fair suddenly and I didnt get back till like 1:14 I don't remember.

Ill still post one more chapter before I go to sleep though cuz I'm tired! To much walking! D: