Feeling

What would you call it?

What you would you call it

If everyone and everything

was against you...

Being told you aren't good enough, 

You aren't thin enough, 

pretty enough,

That's as bad as it can be

At least some would say...

But believe me

Hearing those words

From loved ones 

that's a whole different story.

People may talk about your perfect aspects,

But you won't believe sentences like: 

You are awesome don't worry;

You are beautiful, I mean it;

Why won't you believe how wonderful you are?

Maybe, 'cause I heard my whole life

I'm not enough.

It doesn't matter what part of me

My appearance, 

My intellect, 

My opinion. 

Never was I enough. 

It is sad, 

Because I accepted it. 

So many people can't be wrong.

Here is the worst part

I know that one shouldn't believe what

others say. 

But, oh dear, I believe them. 

Ironic in my opinion...

But what would you call it?

Being put down every second of

your life

And accepting that

Tell me....

What would you call it? 

Because I don't know anymore...