he had me wrapped around his finger and i was too oblivious to notice it in time. i wanted to scream, cry and throw things. Best believe i threw shit. i was mad. mad that i ever loved him. mad that i thought he'd ever love me. mad that this even happened to me. i should've seen this coming, but i was too busy trying to fix us. even thought there was never an "us".
i cried a lot. that was expected. i screamed. unexpected. no one was around so i released my anger by yelling at the top of my lungs. who would've ever thought that you would have this effect on me? you changed me, and not for the better. your opinion mattered too much to me. and you just had to take advantage of that.
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-w
