Try Again.

S E V E N.

[ 9:54 am; Demi's house]

Joe

I woke up with my arms wrapped around Demi's bare body. It wasn't a dream last night. We actually decided to have a secret affair. I was nervous about it, but I found it absolutely sexy. I need to make it up to her. I'm not going to hurt her like I did. This is real. If I could smack young Joe, I would. I checked out her body that was glistening from the sun that was peeking out from the blinds. She's perfect.

I made one little move and it made her move. She moaned as she stretched. She rolled over, so now she was facing me. "Good morning." she smiled at my face, her eyes stared at my lips. She started touching my lips,slowly.

"Morning." I caressed her back slowly. She reached over and gave me a quick kiss. I missed those lips.

"You want some breakfast? I can cook something up for us." she yawned, she is so cute. I sighed, looking over at the time. I shook my head. I hated myself for saying yes to Gigi right now. "I can't..I have to go home and pack..Gigi invited me to Paris Fashion Week."

"Oh," she looked upset, "I get it. You should go home..I don't want you to be late." she sat up, she was fixing to get up, but I grabbed her and pulled her back on the bed. "I need a kiss before I leave." I smirked as my lips landed on hers.

She intensified the kiss as she gripped onto my hair, "Do you think you have time for one last time?..." she bit her lip,breathing a bit heavily. I chuckled, I looked over at the clock. "I guess Gigi can wait."

She climbed on top of me. She took the lead.

Afterwards, we were both covered in sweat and trying to catch our breath. She was sitting on my lap, still getting intimate by kissing my neck.

"I really need to go now...and Wilmer is facetiming you." she pulled away quickly.

"Yeah you should go...Have a good flight." she gave me a quick peck. I got out of bed and quickly changed my clothes. I threw her a robe that she told me to. I went back home. I packed up quickly before I headed to the airport and order a private plane.

I landed in Paris at 9 at night. I went over to Gigi's hotel since we decided to share it. "Hey baby!" Gigi ran towards me. I opened my arms up and she fell right in. "I missed you." she pecked my lips.

"I missed you too." I let our kiss linger a little bit. I always did have a crush on Gigi, so I did feel lucky when I finally got her.

"I need to take a shower, maybe that'll wake me up, then I'm all yours." I kissed her lips one last time before I got in the shower.

The rest of the week, was fun. I didn't have time to call Demi, privately since our timezones were a bit different, plus I don't trust the privacy right now. I was actually having a blast here in Paris. Kendall Jenner, one of Gigi's best friends, were here and so were others. We all took a day off of fashion and we hung out at the park in Paris. We all sat in the grass and talked.

Gigi laid her head on my thigh as my arm was on her torso,which she was holding on to. I glanced over my phone and saw a text from Demi. "How's Paris?"

I secretly texted her back, "Going great."

I looked down at Gigi,who was smiling up at me. I leaned down and kissed her soft lips, of course paparazzi got a picture of it. They snapped a lot of pictures of us at the park and also of Kendall and Gigi on the carousel.

Demi

[October 17; New York]

Everything was going fantastic for me in my life. I released my album, Confident, last night. I'm going to be on SNL tonight for the first time. Wilmer and I were great, so Joe and I..even if we didn't get much time to ourselves.

I was at my hotel getting ready to head to the set of Saturday Night Live, when someone knocked on my door. "Coming." I rushed to the door. I opened it and saw Joe with roses. I let him in quickly.

"Aw,thank you," I took the roses from him and gave him a quick peck, "What are you doing here?" I laid the bouquet on the kitchen counter.

"I came to wish you good luck on SNL tonight. I bought the album also. So proud of you." I couldn't help but to smile. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Thank you...hey, are you busy tonight?" I looked him in the eye, he looked adorable when he was thinking.

"Gigi and I were actually going to a movie...why?" I sighed, I forgot about her.

"I have two extra tickets, thinking Wilmer would be able to show, but you and Gigi can have them." his hand left my skin.

"Really? You'll let us go?" he looked so proud and excited. I laughed a little bit. I nodded my head as went to give him the tickets, "All yours. Nick is going anyways, so might as well sit with him."

Joe left a few minutes after giving him tickets and I questioned myself if I did the right thing. I shrugged it off and headed to SNL.

I was so excited to on the show, this was excellent promo for the album. I performed Cool For The Summer/Confident at the middle of the show. I also did a small skit with Tracy Morgan. I ended the show with Stone Cold.

It was more of a slower heartbreaking song. "Give me the truth, me and my heart, we'll make it through. If happy is her, I'm happy for you.." I looked over at Joe and Gigi and notice that Joe's hand was on her leg. My heart broke, which made the song even more depressed.

I continued singing,even if that image didn't go away. I shouldn't have invited him "I'm happy for you.." I finished the song. I laid my forehead on the mic,trying not to cry.