fran·gi·ble
\ˈfran-jə-bəl\
adjective
: readily or easily broken
That word is really fit for me. I am indeed frangible. Maybe because of past experiences but I think it's because I've been hurt so much.
"Let's go Marion. Let go of what was, make the best out of what is and accept what will be. You still have a chance. Dont waste your tears for that stupid reason."
Maybe she's right. Maybe I should take a break from this kind of world and have a new beginning.
"Okay, fine. Mauna ka na sa baba. I'll be there in a minute."
I need to fix myself up and I dont need anyone to do it for me because that may break me even more.
Bumaba na ako para makakain ng breakfast. Ngayon ang flight ko pabalik ng Pinas. I am excited and nervous at the same time. It's been 8 years simula nung umalis ako ng Pilipinas dahil din sa ganitong sitwasyon.
"Are you ready?"
"I was born ready."
Kasama ko si Cassy. She's my cousin. Sya yung kasama ko dito sa States. Sya lang yung nakaintindi sakin.
"We're here."
Ibinaba ko agad ang gamit ko. Kaunti lang naman ang dala ko.
I checked my phone and I saw message from my mom.
Mom:
Marion baby, ingat ka sa flight mo okay? See ya in a bit! :* :*
This is it. There's no turning back. I sighed deeply as I walk into the airport without any word.
"This way ma'am." I followed Cassy's butler. We're heading to her private plane.
I put my earphones on and played something...
"And i... I hate to see your heart break. I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close, cause I've been there before..."
1 new message:
Ryan: Hey Marion, i need to tell you something. Meet me later. 2:00 at our favorite coffee shop. See ya in a bit.
1:30 na kaya nag madali nako. Pag dating ko dun, wala pa sya. I've decided to buy a cup of coffee while waiting for him.
It's already 6:47 pm. Wala padin si Ryan. Lumabas nako ng coffee shop kasi nakaka apat na tasa ng kape nadin ako. Still, walang bakas ni Ryan.
