Niall:
Niall was at the studio all day. I was bored out of my freaking mind so I decided to go check my twitter mentions. There were a few nice ones but also very nasty ones like: @(y/t/n) You should leave Niall alone. He's to good for you, bitch. Or: @(y/t/n) Niall would be happy if you died. He finnaly can get a real girl than. That hurt, a lot. I was so done with everything. I decided I would write a note for Niall and than stop it all. I wrote the note to Niall with tears in my eyes: Dear Nialler, By the time you'll read this I'm probably dead. I'm so sorry baby. I couldn't take it any longer. I'm in the bathroom if you wanted to know. I have loved you with all my heart and I still love you. I'll miss you baby. xx (y/n) I sighed and walked to the bathroom. I didn't bother to lock the door because I figured I would be dead by the time Niall came home. The razor I used to use laid in my hand. I had to do it. I was crying so loud that I didn't hear Niall came home. I put the razor on my wrist and sliced slowly, not to deep. The door flew open and there stood Niall with tears streaming down his faces. He hit the razor out of my hand and fell on the ground with me in his arms. ''Baby don't do it. I love you so much princess.'' he cried. ''I'm so sorry..'' I whisperd. He cleaned my cuts up and said: ''Will you explain it to me?'' I nodded and told him the whole story. He promised me he would be there and that he would help me and I promised I wouldn't do it ever again. We both kept our promises and we were happy together.
Zayn:
Zayn and I were fighting, like usual. ''I don't even know why we're together.'' I whisperd. With that I walked to the bedroom and locked the door. I heard a knock and than Zayn: ''Boo, please open the door?'' I heard the tears in his voice. I didn't answer. I held the botle of pills in my hand and looked at it. Sleeping pils. How many would I need? I took a few in my hand. ''Baby? (Y/N)?'' Zayn began to scream worried. Should I do it or not? Just as I was about to take the pills Zayn kicked the door down. ''WHAT THE HELL ZAYN? THE DOOR!'' I screamed forgetting about the pills in my hand. Zayn looked at the door, than at me and at last at the pills. ''Baby are.. are.. are you gonna take them?'' he asked with pain in his voice. ''I don't know.'' I admitted. ''Can I have them?'' he asked and walked over to me to get the pills. He took them out of my hand and threw them in the trashcan. He hugged me and said: ''Boo please don't do that! I love you and I need you so much. Please stay with me.'' I nodded. We layed like that for the whole night and talked for a few hours before we both fell asleep.
Harry:
I was so sick. So sick of the hate from the ''fans.'' I mean I loved Harry, but they didn't understand. Harry knew I used to cut myself. He helped me to stop. It worked but today was to rough. I walked to the kitchen and get a razor that I had hidden from Harry. I cut once, twice, three times, when I heard the door slam shut. SHIT, he is home. ''BABYY??'' Harry yelled. ''Yeahh wait for a sec!'' I yelled back. Ofcourse Harry couldn't wait and came barging in the kitchen. ''(y/n)''..'' he looked disappointed. ''I'm sorry Harry.'' I whisperd. ''Don't be.'' he said and walked away. ''Harry?'' I said confused as I followed him. He walked to the bathroom and got the razor he had snatched from me. He looked me in the eyes and without any hesitation he cut his beautiful wrist. Once, twice, three times, just like me. ''HARRY.'' I yelled at him. He sighed. ''Baby it hurts me when you do it. The way you feel now, that's how I feel when you cut yourself. You're perfect to me. Please don't do it again.'' I nodded: ''I promise I won't but you can't do it again!.'' I said to him. He nodded and kissed me. He cleaned up my cuts and I cleaned up his. After that we snuggled up with each other on the couch.
Louis:
I walked on the street after a big fight with Louis. I was so mad at him. We would have a date tonight but he decided he could go hang out with his ex-girlfriend. I hated her. No offense, she was a lovely girl, but she still had feelings for him, obviously. I saw all her texts to him. Louis said he didn't had feelings for her. I believed him but still. He had to blow me off for her. He was such an ass. My phone buzzed. It was Laika, Louis's ex. Hi baby! Louis is crying! Don't worry about it I will take care of him! ;) xxLaika I hated her. I texted her back: Hi Laika. You can have him if he wants you. x Than I texted Louis: Have fun with Laika. I won't bother you any longer. bye Louis I cried and walked to the edge of the street. I waited for a large bus or something like that. There it was, I saw it coming. Just when I was about to throw myself for the bus, someone pulled me back. I fell on the street and there fell a boy on top of me. I looked up to see Louis with tear stained eyes. ''Why would you wanna do that (y/n)?'' he asked quietly. ''Laika wants you Louis. I don't want to bother.'' I whisperd. ''I don't want her. I want you. I love you, with whole my heart.'' he kissed my forehead. I folded my arms around his neck and kissed him. ''And I want you Louis.'' I whisperd. He smiled and said: ''Never again baby.'' I nodded and said: ''I promise.'' We walked through the park and went home late. I realised Louis was the one for me.
Liam:
Don't take it the wrong way, it's wonderfull to be the girlfriend of the one and only Liam James Payne. But yeah, it's so hard. All of the rumours and the hate. I lived with Liam because I had a lot of problems with my parents. Liam brightend up my life. He is awesome. I was in our bedroom on my laptop. I had to do things for school. I decided to take a break and check my twitter and mail. On twitter was the usual hate: @(y/t/n) You should die already Or: @(y/t/n) You're so fat and ugly, Why is Liam dating you? Yeah it was harsh. I looked at my mail. My sister had sent me one. Dear (y/n). Things at home are bad. Mom and dad talk about you all the time. I heard them say they hate you and they wanted to put you up for adoption or something. I don't know. I'm sorry. I miss you but I thought you should know. xx Carly. Adoption? Hate me? Oh, things got bad, really bad. My eye fell on the balcony. Maybe I can solve all of their problems. I walked to the balcony and sat on the railing. ''(y/n)?'' I heard Liam worried voice behind me. I looked around to see Liam standing there. He was scared, I could see it. ''Baby, can you home here please?'' he asked softly. I sighed and walked over to Liam. He hugged me tight. ''Were you planning on jumping?'' he asked. I nodded. ''But why?'' he asked with tears running down his face. I showed him the mail and the twitter. ''Love, I'm here for you. I won't leave you.'' I smiled and kissed him. Liam was perfect. He helped me trough it all.
