Uta x Reader Tokyo Ghoul

Chapter 16

"Please" you say as you stare at the hallway were your brother had disappeared to. "Fine..2 minutes" Uta huffs. "Thank you" you say standing on your tip toes and kiss the side of his face. "1:50 seconds" he says as he turns his face. You smile then run after your brother.

FLASHBACK

"You both need to take care of each other" a woman says as she sits on younger you's bed. "Promise me even if one of you are on the wrong path you will no matter what look out for one another" she says. "I promise mommy" younger you promises. "Don't worry mom! I'll protect my sisters" Younger Toma says with his smile. Your mother kisses both of your foreheads.

Flashback over

"How...did our lives become to screwed up?" you ask as you follow the blood trail. It led outside towards a greenery room. You slowly open the door the room was dark and quiet. You slowly walk in with your gun out in front of you. Moonlight peaked through the window outlining a body on the ground. "Toma" you mutter as you walk over towards the moonlit body. Toma had blood trickling down his lips as he lay on the wall. "You know..I was never one for healing" he mumbles as he stares up at you. You wanted to drop the gun and hug him telling him it was all a dream...but you knew...you knew to well that neither of you where coming out of this both alive. You stand in front of him, with narrowed eyes. "Oh (Y/N)..." Toma laughs. "How did we screw up?" he asks with a crinkled smile. "I don't know" you say as you grip the gun tightly as it lay at your side. "I know..you can't forgive me...but..I'm sorry...For...everything I assume.." he whispers. You stare at him picturing your young loving happy smiling brother always there to protect you...."I forgive you Toma...I forgive you for trying to kill me...well trying to kill me a few times" you say. Toma stares at you with wide eyes. "I can never hate you..your my brother" you say with a smile. Toma's eyes begin to water. "I need to tell you something...before..you kill me" Toma says. You stare at him with wide eyes as he tells you everything.

Tears slowly fall down from your face and your eyes widen as the words come from Toma's mouth.

You slowly lift the gun up pointing it at his chest. "I need you to pull the trigger." Toma says as he looks you in the eye. "I..can't kill you.." you gasp as tears slowly fall. "You have to or they will kill me..either way I'm a dead man..I'd rather you..my sister do it.." Toma says. "I truly am thankful your my little sis...I'm sorry I couldn't visit...." Toma says with a weak smile as blood pooled around his wounds. "I love you sis" Toma says. Then he laughs. Making you hesitate even more. "I'm so pathetic all of this and I'm begging now.." he mutters. "I love you too" you say as you aim the gun this time. Your eyes full of tears..."Forgive me" you gasp as you put your finger on the trigger. "But I can't let you hurt anymore people!" you cry.

BANG

You drop the gun and slowly fall down to your knees next to your brothers motionless body. You wrap your arms around him and hold him tightly. and you cry out...You wished so badly for someone to erase time and make it so that your brother could live..

FLASHBACKS

Your brother and laughing about your bracelets.

All three of you making a fort.

Making promises. "Don't ever take a life of a loved one...for doing so is the greatest sin" your mother had told you.

Birthdays.

Adventures.

Smiling.

Laughing.

Flashback over

"Don't leave me" you cry knowing full well he was gone.. You stare down at the blood that soaked your hands...You cover you eyes and cry out..You didn't care who heard you. You didn't even notice Uta come in. Uta came up behind you staring with shock that you killed Toma. that you killed your brother. He knelt behind you and held you in his arms. You cried out drenching his clothes. As you clasped onto him tightly. Not ever wanting to face reality.

Later on.

Estrella was with Yomo and Itori. Uta and you had buried Toma in a field that was outside of Tokyo. You stare at the grave. Wind blew your hair softly in the wind. Your face was stained with tears. Uta sat next to you. "Make them stop.." you whisper. Uta looked at you. More tears came out "My tears..please make them stop" you gasp. Uta gently pulled you into him. "I know I shouldn't be crying..we got Estrella back...and..and-" you cried out your chest hurting from the agony. The truth of your brother was to much to bare...and you wish you didn't know..if he hadn't told you..then maybe..just maybe you could of been spared of the tears. Uta rubbed your back telling you what you did was right. but you knew nothing was right..nothing was right about what you had done...You had broken a promise...you killed your brother..and there was no coming back from that.

So now I'm done I will update when I survive the Banana's. mwahahaha sorry extra short cha[ter.