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Harry sat on the couch and stared out of the window. Louis wasn't at home. He had been someone his old friend's party and it was already three AM. Harry sighed and rubbed his stomach. It was bigger now than month earlier, when Louis showed up to his door. Harry was now on his seventh month and he was a little scared. Two months anymore.
Harry was bored and worried. He was alone at home, because Anne was somewhere to his friend in New York. Louis moved to Harry's house and he was so amazing all the time. He rubbed Harry's back or ankles or whispered lovely things to the baby. Harry loved Louis so much. And this was first time he was drinking and it was awful.
Then Harry heard giggles; wait, two giggles? A female giggle?
"Harreeh!" Louis shouted when he arrived at livingroom. He held someone's blond girl's hand and they both were so drunk.
"Thiiis is Harreeh!" Louis laughed and the blond girl giggled.
And Harry felt still awful. Disappointed to Louis. He really thought Louis was changed. He really thought. Harry felt tears in his eyes and he blinked hard.
"Owww look 'is stomac'!" the blond girl giggled and poked Harry's stomach. Louis laughed too. Harry felt angry. Louis knew how insecure Harry was with his stomach.
So Harry ran. He ran to his bedroom and locked the door. He leaned against the door and started to sob. Louis wasn't changed. Not at all.
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Next morning Harry woke up to the floor and he remembered all what happened last night. He sighed and got up. And there was pain. His stomach felt like a ticking bomb. The pain was terrible.
Harry unlocked the door and walked to downstairs. He didn't hear Louis so he walked straight to kitchen.
Boom!
Here he was. Louis sat one of the chairs and rubbed his temples. Harry ignored him and Louis stared him.
"Harry...", Louis started and stood up. Harry took a deep breath and didn't say anything.
"Harry please...", Louis said and touched Harry's arm.
"Don't fucking touch me!" Harry finally snapped. Louis took a step back and Harry stared him.
" I thought you changed!" Harry yelled and Louis looked down to his feet.
"I THOUGHT YOU REALLY WANTED TO BE A FATHER! I thought- I th-thought you lo-loved me", Harry cracked and blinked.
"I do love you! Harry I'm sorry!" Louis said and Harry laughed. It was scary. Louis hated that laugh.
"Oh yeah! Now you're sorry! Last night you were just laughing at my stomach!" Harry yelled again. He was so angry. He felt so angry. And so disappointed.
"What?" Louis asked and blinked.
"You. Were. Laughing. At. Me. With. That. Slut!" Harry said and started to shake.
"Harry that girl was-"
"Your sexpartner?" Harry said and looked Louis.
"No! No!" Louis yelled and Harry sighed.
"Then what?" Harry asked.
"She's my cousin! Harry, she's my cousin", Louis said and Harry sighed again.
"You still laughed at me! You know I'm insecure of that", Harry said and Louis walked in front of Harry. Harry was taller than he, but he felt so small right now.
"I'm sorry", Louis said and touched Harry's cheek.
"Would it always be like this Louis? You laugh at me and then apologize? Louis it can't be like that when the baby is borned. I need you help more than anyone's", Harry said and looked his boyfriend.
"It won't Harry. I'll be your side til' the end. I'm sorry Harry. I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore but I made a mistake and-"
"Don't. Please", Harry whispered and Louis stopped talking.
"I want to be with you. I want to be yours. But if you want me to be yours, prove it to me", Harry said and Louis whispered: "I love you so much, Harry. And I can be terrible or mean, but that's only when I'm drunk. And if it depends to that, I'll never get drunk again."
"Okay", Harry whispered and kissed Louis.
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"I've been thinking names", Louis said and stroked Harry's stomach while he stared it too. Harry sat to his lap and his head was against to Louis chest.
"Well?" Harry smiled.
"If it's boy, it's Edward-"
"Oh what if it's a boy and a girl?" Harry asked and his smile grew.
"Well then-WHAT?!" Louis asked and Harry sat up. He laughed and said: "I'll have twins!"
"WHAT?!" Louis yelled and laughed. "Why you didn't say it earlier?!"
"I didn't know! I knew it yesterday but then came that... well, fight, and I was so upset and-"
"Oh my god! So it's a boy and a girl?!" Louis said and smiled. He had stood up and he was exciting. His hands were shaking and he was almost jumping.
"Yes!" Harry said and stood up too. Louis screamed and hugged Harry.
"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!" Louis yelled and laughed at the same time. Right then he burst into tears and sobbed against to Harry's shoulder.
"Hey! It's my job to cry!" Harry laughed but stroked Louis back calmly.
"I-it's just! Oh god", Louis said and laughed too. He pulled back and said: "So it's Edward and Lottie then?"
"I like those names", Harry said and stroked Louis' cheek.
"I love you", Louis said and kissed Harry.
"Love you too", Harry answered and kissed Louis back.
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